Are you Your Own Source? Or Is God? A Sample of the YouTube Member Page Discussions

This summer I created an online gathering space to talk about God - more specifically developing a direct conversation between you and He/ She/ It.

It’s my greatest passion to see others find this for themselves without any middle men or women.

Needing a place to talk about it, I decided I will post these for all YouTube channel members at any level.

It’s about $7 usd/ month to be come a member: https://www.youtube.com/@NewEnergyCreator

The YT members already receive all our archived courses, but I wanted to add freshness here.

I will continue to channel the ascended masters for our public YouTube page and the donor series will continue as planned.

No change there.

I simply needed a space for myself - not channeling - and talking about my overwhelming love for the divine will expression-experience and hearing God direct.

Above is a sample video if you are interested.

Here’s the text I speak from:

Giving & Receiving in the Eyes of the Divine

For so many of us, we've had the human moment where we realized we were over giving in our lives and in dire need of reception of All That Is.

The thing the wounded human identity often misses is that reception is a flow, giving is still needed but RIGHT giving.

Giving to the things that matter, that we believe in, that we want to feed and support, and starving the things that do not bring us closer to God/ Source/ Consciousness.

That is, in fact, the way to receive God's grace - I Am flow.

Not shutting down entirely in stagnation (holding onto your possessions with a tight fist), other hand out, asking to receive.

One must act, both hands open.

Further, the 12th century Sufi master, Ahmad al-Ghazali, took it a step further removing ego identity entirely - the empty vessel or the will of God - he wrote:

"I am a giver only because the Giver flows through me, and so I will continue."

Ahmad al-Ghazali explores beautifully the paradox of divine flow through human action.

He uses water imagery to show the soul acts as an instrument for the Divine.

And in this subjective experience vessel called Lauren, soul merges with Spirit.

True conscious giving requires emptying the self of the illusion of ownership, allowing the eternal source to pass through uninterrupted rather than claiming the action as one's own.

That's exactly how I experience an abundant life - both hands open, free from ownership - I borrow God's bank account when needed, the house I live in - just passing through because it's owned by God - the materials I bring forth, also God's - which is why we use the donation model rather than the corporate one.

When the soul integrates into I Am consciousness, giving and receiving are the same stream. You do not shut one valve off (giving) to open another (reception).

With God a flow is a flow without the duality of one or another. Reception is giving and giving is reception.

That requires the Mind of Light for the Standard-issue mind cannot fathom it at all. We'll talk about it in our YT member video I am recording this morning.

A treatise on Abundance is a treatise on knowing God fully.

Let me wax poetic on my favorite topic: God. Something I experience as entirely different than I Am Consciousness.