The New Energy Era Needs You!

Ushering in the Age of Aquarius.

Bringing forth the New Energy Era.

It’s not going to land and anchor without you.

So what’s your role or position?

YouTube member video coming soon!

One of the greatest shifts from the Piscean Age to the Aquarian Age is the fact that YOU matter.

There’s not a hierarchical structure anymore, where one leader is responsible for all the work.

YOU are so needed.

Instead, what is occurring is we are forming a New Energy network.

A runway for parallell realities to intersect.

One where each sovereign being has huge shoes to fill.

One that is free of a hierarchical structure.

I decided to break these down by the elements.

In the top left corner, we have AIR, depicted by Wind.

This is for those whose gifts are in the realm of imagination.

Imagining a healthy, peaceful cosmos full of love for example.

Imaging a world full of loving human interactions and respect.

Imagining the human species going NEW.

Imaging a life free from suffering.

Wind is also a great spreader of mustard seeds as mentioned in the parable of the sower

• which I cover below.

In the lower left corner, we have FIRE.

This is for those who gifts lie in the realm of transmutation.

Those who make a sport out of phoenix-ing.

Bringing everything dual up to the surface with compassion, clarity and faith.

For example, looking at the imbalances between masculine and feminine on Earth with clear eyes and an open heart.

What needs to be alchemized on Earth to support a healthy cosmos.

Like a natural forest fire, this transmutation fertilizes the soils of Earth, enabling the Christos Consciousness to bloom on Earth.

As we see in the parable of the sower, mustard seeds cannot grow on rocky ground, so fire sets the soil up for the seeds to bloom.

In the upper right corner, we have WATER.

Malleable you in a malleable reality. Deep roots and a flexible body as Kuthumi likes to say.

Watering the tilled soils for the mustard seeds to grow.

Water is not only malleable and fluid, it can also be fierce.

Clearing the way for the New Energy Era.

It’s also giving the Yeshua symbol of a fish swimming upstream against the masses.

Water is also a letting go of a firm, fixed I/me/my identity

- one that will never understand sovereignty as long as it stays in a tightly woven package.

In the lower right corner, we have EARTH.

This is the grounded alignment that the New Energy Era calls for.

Rather than lofty spirituality that bypasses the beautiful complexity that is humanity on Earth.

Feet dug like deep tree roots into the soils of Earth - especially important in the absence of Gaia.

This earth is ripe for the mustard seeds to sprout.

The fifth element not depicted is ETHER.

Ether is the void, the dark matter.

Ether is the mother substance.

Ether is the unmanifested state.

Everything in the universe comes from it and will eventually return to it.

Energy returns to Source and it becomes something NEW.

Ether in the body is represented by the space between the cells.

Though it has no image, ether can be conveyed by sound.

In yogic philosophy, the sense associated with ether is sound Shabda.

Sound requires space to travel, and the vibration of unmanifested consciousness is seen as the root of creation.

The PaRable of the Sower

“The kingdom is like a mustard seed,which a man took and planted in his field. Though it is the smallest of all seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds come and perch in its branches.”

In the parable, a man takes a tiny mustard seed and sows it in his garden or field.

Though the seed is famously noted to be smaller than all other seeds, it grows into one of the largest of all garden plants—often likened to a tree with large branches—where the birds of the air come and perch.

The primary message is that NEW ENERGY ‘work’ may begin in quiet, insignificant, or seemingly invisible ways, but it holds the power to expand into something massive and undeniable.

The parable acts as a reminder that small acts of faith, clarity, and compassion can lead to profoundly large and unexpected impacts.

Yeshua even spoke on how it brings abundance not only to the world, but to your personal lives as well - in all areas.

Tone gets emails that say: I am working too hard to watch the GWB series. I am studying for a test and don’t have time. My life is too busy.

But when you activate your own position in the New Energy Era those needs will be met too. These are the secrets of creation.

I’m not a perfect human - in fact, I am quite messy - yet this I live, know, and breath each and everyday.

Abundance so full, I wake up everyday at 4 am to give you more seeds. For my satchel of seeds is infinite.

MATTHEW WROTE:

13 That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the lake. 2 Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat in it, while all the people stood on the shore. 3 Then he told them many things in parables, saying: “A farmer went out to sow his seed.

4 As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. 5 Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. 6 But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root.

7 Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants. 8 Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop—a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.

9 Whoever has ears, let them hear.

10 The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?”

11 He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom has been given to you, but not to them.

12 Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance.

Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them.

13 This is why I speak to them in parables:

“Though seeing, they do not see;
    though hearing, they do not hear or understand.

14 In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah:

“‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding;
    you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.

15 For this people’s heart has become calloused;
    they hardly hear with their ears,
    and they have closed their eyes.

Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
    hear with their ears,
    understand with their hearts
and turn, and I would heal them.’

16 But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.

17 For truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.

18 “Listen then to what the parable of the sower means:

19 When anyone hears the message about the kingdom and does not understand it, the evil one comes and snatches away what was sown in their heart. This is the seed sown along the path.

20 The seed falling on rocky ground refers to someone who hears the word and at once receives it with joy.

21 But since they have no root, they last only a short time.

When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away.

22 The seed falling among the thorns refers to someone who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, making it unfruitful.

23 But the seed falling on good soil refers to someone who hears the word and understands it.

This is the one who produces a crop, yielding a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.”

Each and every time we gather, I watch how the seeds fall.

Who grabs them up and runs away as quickly as they came.

Barely a thank you, if at all.

A quickly arriving inspiration that will surely fade as quickly as it came - as they have no roots.

One who worries about their own personal needs becoming blind and deaf to the abundance that already surrounds them.

Yet, there’s always a few who bother to hear and see.

Their pockets get filled.

Their plate is never empty.

And effort becomes fruitful, rather than a looping, meaninglessness, treadmill to no where.

These 5 elements above are all about that.

You master them, and you’ll understand the entirety of Creation.

Do it for YOU - not ‘you’ - and all will be taken care of - in All of Creation.

Drenched in the new love ~ Video + Transcript

For those who joined us at our in-person events, rest is called for. Those who didn’t might be open to more.

Everyone wants to know what’s happening in All of Creation post New Light Wave 2.0.

So that’s my next project. An extension of this video that will give a cosmic map.

Donors! A second page has been added for the European Tour materials. It is the same password:

https://www.thenewenergyera.com/tour

Thank Bob for the transcript below.

INTRODUCTION — HOME FROM THE EUROPE TOUR

[00:00] Oh my goodness, hello beautiful friends. I'm back in my home recording studio. It is super hot and humid in Texas — we're in full-blown summer, hence the wild hair and the sundress. No way you can wear my normal black uniform in this heat. I'm so glad to be back in the studio. I got home from our European tour about eight days ago maybe, and that has been interesting. I'm just getting my voice back. So I wanted to share so many good things with you.

[00:39] Our topic today is drenched in new energy love — new love, which is Christos consciousness, beyond cosmic consciousness. I'm going to talk a little bit about that today. I have Morya behind me holding the masculine banks of the river so I can be my normal feminine self — barefoot in my sundress — and have him hold the back end, because I did a lot of holding in the Europe events. I gotta say, every single person who came to our in-person events was so amazing, and I just really appreciate you. And to the five brave bold men who came, thank you so much. The world needs you. The world needs more conscious men. Of course all the lovely ladies who came are just as amazing, and there is beyond gender right — there's beyond gender and we can all tap into that as well.

[01:42] I have a lot of stuff to cover today. I want to talk about three principles of the love-is-a-given reality of the Christos consciousness, but first I wanted to read a few things from people who went on our tour.


TESTIMONIALS FROM THE EUROPE TOUR

[01:54] Ursula, who came to all three of our events and was one of the hostesses for the Germany event — she did an amazing job. She said: "Thank you to all the wonderful people I've had the privilege of meeting over the past three weeks in three different countries. So much was possible because people stepped aside to make room and give voice to their divinity. That creates hope." I couldn't have said it better myself. So much of the spiritual world is trying to figure out romantic relationships, trying to figure out this or that, to get to enlightenment, to get to that. If you take that identity that's trying to arrive somewhere — to figure out relationships, to get to enlightenment — that mental Atlantean design mind construct identity — if that steps aside, which it did in every single one of our events in Germany, Romania, and France, when it steps aside that's when love can be found and anchored on earth. And by love I mean new energy metaphysical love, an equation — new energy physics of love, Christos consciousness. That's what Ursula was really talking about in her note.

[03:44] Andrea, who came to our Germany event, wrote: "It feels like emerging from obscurity — from the age of Pisces, from silent suffering, from speechless and passive acceptance — moving toward honest communication, making contact, forging connections, bringing things out into the open, giving voice to them, and laying them on the table so that suffering can no longer take root. For me, my encounters with all of you were so precious and sacred, so incredibly healing, authentic, and full of joy. Is this not what makes life worth living? Have we not all longed for genuine contact and connection?" Oh my god, Andrea, we have. I was longing for genuine contact and connection, which is why I created these events, so we could all create it together. "Within me lies a deep gratitude for this glimpse of what is possible." Me too Andrea, thank you so much.

[05:03] Teresa — I love you so much. She wrote: "Thank you so much for everything. This event was truly beyond words, I'm still trying to find some. Being in your presence creates such a clear, precise but loving mirror to my human pattern. Seeing you in your glorious humanity and divinity combined creates such a great standard and possibility for me, and being in a group with other like-hearted, loving and such beautiful friends is the icing on the cake. You and the GWB were working with me way before the meeting and you still are — I can feel it — such a huge but gentle and grounded shift. Thank you so very much."


THE NEED FOR CONSCIOUS CONNECTION — PISCEAN TO AQUARIAN AGE

[05:49] Teresa, I mean, there's all these people out there — people do this all the time with the materials that the GWB put out. They grasp it and then they start a blog and they start teaching it. Someone gets to an arrival point, now they're gonna teach the light body. Someone reaches enlightenment, now they're gonna teach enlightenment. What people really truly need, moving from the Piscean age to the age of Aquarius — if you're going to be successful in that shift — people are dying for conscious connection. [missing] I feel it so deeply, and that's what these events have to offer.

[06:56] You know, I don't make so much money on the events. A lot of time, effort, planning. We have all volunteers who help run them — everyone did an amazing job, thank you so much. When I got home, in a seemingly random series of events, God sent me my paycheck. And if you're in the GWB donor series you'll know that when, instead of asking what do I want to create, what do I want to do to get recognition, you flip the script and ask spirit, source, God consciousness: what do you want to express through me? All your bills will always be paid. God wanted me to express bringing as many of you together as I could. It's a lot of hard work — contract negotiations, getting everybody there, the legal part, the refunds, the I'm-in-I'm-out. At the end comes the nice big check from God: job well done, here you go.

[09:05] For those of you in our donor series program — where you can donate any amount and get all the materials, it's pay what you can or pay what you want — we're about to load you up. The GWB has been knocking on my door. They told me to back off until my voice came back. It's still a little wobbly. I talk a lot, I socialize a lot — give me a glass of wine and you're gonna hear 700 crazy stories about my life. But as soon as it fully returns I am going to load you guys up on the donor series. All the videos we got in Europe — I'm not going to sell them, I don't need to, I don't want to. I want them to go in the right hands. We're not a corporation. I have other businesses that pay my bills, so I don't have to suck you dry for information you have to have and can't get anywhere else — that is so gross, it literally makes me want to vomit. So the materials from all three events will slowly make their way on to our donor page.


NEW LIGHTWAVE 2.0 RECAP — IDENTITY AS THE BARRIER TO LOVE

[10:22] After the event I realized we've done so much. We had the new Lightwave 2.0 — that started in October with our Canada event and finished at the end of April. And then in May we took all the gifts of that new Lightwave, which was really moving beyond identity. Because identity is the greatest barrier to love. The greatest barrier to love is that identity that has it all figured out, that wants to break down relationship dynamics, to see how a man and woman can get together, make everything work — let's analyze it, let's write about it. If you go online, it is saturated with influencers talking about how you can get this guy to like you or this girl to like you. Or you could just enter Shambhala, the kingdom, where love is a given. It's not going to come together down there. It's going to come together up here.


TEACHING POINT 1 — IS THE BODY THE KINGDOM OR SHAMBHALA?

[12:26] So I wanted to talk about three things, and then I'm going to talk about what we did in France afterwards. I gotta point out I've got my lavender roses that Morya always makes sure the store has when I get home. And Tammy got me Pocket Jesus — so now I have Pocket Jesus sitting right here. He went on the whole trip with me. It's like: okay, shit's hitting the fan, but Jesus is in my pocket.

[12:33] One of you asked me to talk about whether the body is the kingdom or Shambhala. Yeshua told us: one cannot look here or there — behold, the kingdom is within you. And it is within you. But the reason we do the light body codes — the whole point is not to become superhuman or have bragging rights on social media. The point of the light body is to become a vessel for the will of God, to be able to contain the Christ consciousness while maintaining a physical form, so you can anchor the Christ consciousness on earth. New energy and Christos consciousness — Christos means new — are the same thing. We just use "new energy" because it sounds shinier and fresher. Christos consciousness has a heavy connotation, but they are one and the same.

[13:20] So the body is not the kingdom, but altering the carbon of this biological form enough gives you access to the light. You're not shining your light — it doesn't belong to your identity. The light belongs to no one to shine. The carbon of this biological form needs to be altered enough to be able to withstand and hold the light. This does not happen in a linear process. This does not happen overnight in a flash — if it does, you would be very very sick for a while. You'd get it all done quick but then you'd have a tough time landing back on earth and functioning in life. So we promote, as we did in our Germany event, doing it at your own pace. That gives you access to the kingdom. The body is not where the kingdom is found, but altering the carbon of this physical form gives you access to the kingdom or Shambhala.

[14:34] There are all these new earths forming around earth. A lot of the fancy hundred-thousand-view YouTube channels are talking about the split this way or that way, new earth or old — but that's kind of laughable from an ascended master point of view and from a GWB point of view, because so many planets are forming around classic earth or old earth as we speak. The new earth that most people are talking about is not the kingdom or Shambhala. The kingdom or Shambhala is something that Yeshua taught and shared through his training with masters from the Far East. It predated Yeshua's incarnation on earth. However, Yeshua was the one who was bringing it up to the surface through the introduction of the Piscean age.

[15:31] Yeshua came to introduce the Piscean age. I, and we, and you, are arrived and incarnated to introduce the age of Aquarius. It wasn't going to be one person, because the age of Aquarius is moving from that solitary cave-monk — you know, I only watch spiritual videos in my bedroom and I never leave the house — kind of thing. The age of Aquarius is being pulled in to the earth grids, classic earth grids. It feels like a runway for parallel realities to land, to refract and reflect and then absorb energy and consciousness, creating a cohesive weaving of all these different realities to come together in what is the age of Aquarius, the new energy era. It's new, it's fresh, it's Kainos. So going back to the main point — altering this carbon to adjust to these new energies, which include a massive influx of cosmic energy. The passageways to all of creation opened up in 2023. They continue to open up.


NEW LIGHTWAVE SERIES — WHAT'S COMING IN 3.0

[16:56] We did so much work during this new Lightwave influx 2.0. We focused on identity in this one. In the new Lightwave influx the first one, we focused on the nervous system and kind of got our bearings — we started to go into thought patterns and stuff and then the masters realized it's too much. So the new Lightwave 3.0 will be focusing on brain waves, and allowing the mind to come along — connecting mind and heart, like DK brought up and talked to us about. That's going to be the new Lightwave 3.0. I'm going to go really into brain waves and cultivating a mind that can not only comprehend the infinite, but also a mind that can comprehend love. That's what we're gonna do in the next one.

[17:57] And all the work we did in Germany — we were able to really get to the bleeding heart on fire materials. Kuthumi says you can only enter the new energy era and be a new energy creator if you have a bleeding heart on fire. That's oozing vulnerability, that's feeling everything, that's having access to subconscious information, that's embracing the messy messy human and allowing it to be a mess while the divine is shining through. Which I act, guys — so beautifully sometimes, a little obnoxious sometimes, and sometimes I am completely mute. So I just let myself go, and the whole spectrum of what it means to be human on any given day — I allow my human to be all of humanity, with ease, with grace, without trying to perfect it. The human is so enjoying it. It's not trying to arrive at any arrival point and then make a blog about it.

[18:56] Spiritual ego is another thing we addressed in this new Lightwave 2.0. It gets the best of us. It wants to go grab something, put it down, share it with everybody else, make everybody else pull it down, and then you go: what the fuck am I doing? We really just need a community to come together, and when two or more gather in the name of new energy, it all just kind of unfolds naturally as it needs to. And then you can go do whatever you want — paint, drive, camp, hike. You don't need to make it into something.

[19:43] I don't need to make this into an organization so I have respect and followers and courses to sell. That's not what Yeshua did. He didn't form a religion or an organization. He found beautiful disciples who were downtrodden and thieves and this that and the other, and he said: hey, you know what I have to offer you? A lifetime of adventure with some messy messy friends. And that's what I have to offer all of you. If you came to our events, it's like: let's get on that sailboat and sail into the new energy era. We'll have some good food, we'll drink some good wine, we'll tell some good stories, we'll laugh, we'll cry, we'll laugh and cry together — we call that the laugh-cry. And we'll do it as often as we can. Life is really short.

[20:37] Whatever you're putting off — I mean, I work with people who are 70, 80, and they still think they have time. I wake up every day like I don't have time. I'm gonna say what I need to say. I'm gonna tell the person I love, I love them. I'm gonna tell someone when they've crossed a line: you need to back the fuck up.


PERSONAL HEALTH STORY — THE DOCTOR'S REALITY

[20:57] Last year I got sick. I've always had really good health, no matter how badly I have abused my body. I got sick. The doctor said: oh, you have abnormal cells and we need to do this that and the other. I'm not a big fan of going into the doctor's office reality — this is for entertainment purposes only, please seek the help of a medical professional. But I went to the doctor because I was like, there's something here, I'm actually having a physical symptom. And she was like, oh it's really bad, we got to operate, we got to do this, we got to do that. So we did that. And then I went back and she's like, oh I think it's moving, and so I was following this trail thinking: this doesn't make any sense, but this is what humans do. And I kept saying: God, when can I opt out of this? And God said: follow it a little bit further before we give it the Heisman.

[22:20] So I was following it and the symptoms started to get worse. After the last doctor's appointment where they instilled the fear of God in me, I was like: doctor's offices are just walking dysregulated nervous system places. Right before the trip I went and they were like panicking about this that and the other. I don't panic about stuff. I've been through hell and back — I've been in jail, I've been homeless, I don't talk to my family. I just don't panic. They're all panicking and I'm like, this is not an emergency. Who's your emergency contact? I said: it's Jesus or 9-1-1, you pick.


THE FRANCE TRIP — RENNES-LE-CHÂTEAU AND HEALING

[23:11] We went on the trip. In France we were in Toulouse and did the classroom work there — you have nothing to lose in Toulouse, it's a beautiful city in France, people are just stunning and friendly and it's just wonderful. And then from there we drove to Rennes-le-Château, which is one of my favorite places. I have a really special connection there. It has a beautiful Mary Magdalene Church that depicts the Magdalene with the skull, which is like a super sacred symbol to me and the Great White Brotherhood. The GWB that I work with — you have to die before you're born and you'll never see death again. We talked a lot about death in our materials and how death is the most unnatural thing in the world. We'll be posting those on our donor page.

[24:07] Rennes-le-Château also has the deep connection to Mary Magdalene, but also has the cosmic connection to the Hathors — and there are statues of the Hathors, which are a loving alien race, all over. And then Mont Bugarach, which Matthias went to — one of the men who came to our events. He held the space so lovingly, thank you so much. And every man who came to our events held the space so lovingly as divine masculine should. Thanks for showing the fuck up. I really appreciate you guys — you have no idea. It makes my job so much easier.

[25:09] I've been to this place many times but I took a group of 20 people and I didn't do any channeling or any tour guiding — it's just like: go have the experience, go have your unique experience. So I thought I would just sit there and hold space. I went into the Mary Magdalene Church and I've been in the church so many times, it's very familiar, it feels like home. But I sat down in the front row pew and I put my head down and I went somewhere else.

[25:46] I got out, and I was in excruciating pain. All the symptoms I had from what the doctor was saying — weird, scary — they were just heightened. So I sat in my favorite restaurant there and had two or three glasses of wine and cigarettes and a crème brûlée, because I was in pain. And the car ride from there to Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer is about three and a half hours — thank you Nancy for driving me. Sometimes I don't have the ability to drive. I had planned to drive, I rented my own car, and then Nancy stepped in because I can't always function all the time like that.

[26:29] There's always a stranger. On my birthday in Prague I went to see music alone and I met a beautiful gay man and I said it was my birthday and he took me out on the town — we're still friends. When your people fail you, God sends you strangers. But in this case I didn't need a stranger, I had Nancy. The car ride back was brutal, I was in so much pain, and I finally told everyone in the car everything I'd been going through — how weird and trippy it was, like a surreal reality, doctors' offices and this and that. And then I woke up the next morning and it was all gone. All the symptoms. I'll spare you the details. I just knew I was good.


RETURNING HOME — LOVE AS A GIVEN REALITY

[27:36] When I came home, I had a reality-bending experience. They had overcharged me — I don't have insurance, it's actually cheaper not to have insurance in some cases — but they had not given me my uninsured discount and they double charged me for something. So I was on the phone with the woman in the billing department. She said: oh yeah, we overcharged you, we're going to send your money back. But as she was talking, I felt the reality of me in that old reality experiencing that old reality — and then I felt me in the reality I am in now, which is the love-is-a-given reality. I've kind of been going back and forth, not fighting to stay in the love-as-a-given reality, and then back into the little limited suffering creepy reality.

[28:23] You flow back and forth. Someone came to an event, beautiful, and said: I'm not gonna suffer anymore, I'm taking this weight off my shoulders, throwing it on the ground. Every facilitator's dream. And it was so sincere, it wasn't an act, it was from here, from the heart, it was real. When you see real, the fake gets so animated — "I'm gonna do it this time." But anyhow, this person put their suffering down, and the thing is, it doesn't stay down. It comes back. And then it goes. Then you put it down again. It just gets easier to put down — instead of it being a heavy load, it's something on your shoulder you flick off. But I've been moving through these different realities.

[29:57] A lot of people think that once they take this suffering off and declare it done, it won't come back. It's always going to come back. You just get really good at saying: oh, there it is, I'm gonna set it back down again, without making it a drama. The ego makes things dramatic. The suffering's back — no problem, just put it back down. That's what I've learned over the years. The suffering will come and you say: not today buddy, maybe tomorrow, and you just put it back down. It's not a failure to have it come back. The only failure is in not recognizing it, and simply putting it back down again instead of making it a big deal.

[30:45] Anyhow, I was on the phone with the billing agent and the symptoms had gone. And the voice of knowingness came in and said: we don't have any of this anymore. And the doctor said it's moving, it's spreading — I'm like: it's not spreading, it's moving around until it makes its way out. The pain got really intense so we could highlight everything that needed to go. Healing and ending suffering is not linear. It gets really intense before — you have to look at it and see it, it's so big. And I could see this whole trajectory of having this disease and spending my life in and out of hospitals fighting it. And I said: God, if that's what you want me to do and there's something I need to do here, send me on in, I'll do it. Because I don't fight God anymore. And God said: no, we just needed to come in just to show you this.

[31:44] So I was on the phone with this woman and I was like: I don't need to ever go back to this doctor's office. This is not my reality. That was the other version of myself in there. There's also this fluid identity — the identity that got me in there is not the identity who's gonna get me out. Coming through this trip, I'm a new person, and this love-is-a-given reality — she's not sick. She just has a scratchy throat from telling too many stories and having too many glasses of wine. I love myself. I'm a mess sometimes.


TEACHING POINT 2 — SHAMBHALA, THE KINGDOM: LOVE AS A GIVEN REALITY

[32:50] So we're gonna get to the final thing, which is the love-is-a-given reality — which is Shambhala, the kingdom. And then I'm gonna extend this for YouTube members and for the donor series as well, but we'll finish in about 45 minutes here and then I'll extend it.

[33:14] When Nancy was driving me around, I was talking to her about how you start to feel like you're desensitized in this classic earth reality. Like you just don't have reactions to things you would only have had a reaction to before. You don't feel warm where you used to feel warm. Your relationship with your family changes and morphs. This desensitization of the human in classic earth reality is part of the re-sensitizing to Shambhala, the kingdom — love as a given reality. So things will start to feel cold here, and you find warmth in Shambhala, the kingdom reality.

[34:32] Shambhala is an overlay over earth, inhabited by the GWB — ascended masters who went above and beyond initial realization. It has nothing to do with the new earths that people are talking about on YouTube. It has nothing to do with the Ascended Masters Club. It's what Yeshua talked about, what Babaji talked about, and several other Eastern religions — Tibetan Buddhist, esoteric.

[35:04] Someone sent me a message — she didn't post it publicly so I won't say her name — but I wrote her something about what Nancy said, and she replied: "I've been thinking about what we wrote about yesterday. When I came back from France I had a strong sense of my heart still being held tight — like a part was still in protection mode. I know there is so much more opening of the heart to be experienced, but that flatness and emptiness we talked about also seems to be part of the process. It feels like that can be confused with having a closed heart. It's almost like love becomes impersonal and more cosmic — maybe because there isn't a point of focus. It feels like something is missing, or feels like my heart isn't fully open to love. Just feeling into the distinction and contradiction of these sensations."

[36:05] That's truly what all of our events are like. We get together and it's like exploring: what is this like? Not studying a book, not writing down steps, not creating another blog with big fancy words. We dove in to the messy messy goodness that is humanity and divinity combined. And then you go home and you go — it's crazy. I love my human friends, but when I got back I saw a couple of them and it felt so empty compared to what we all have together.

[36:40] There is an impersonality to love, but there is a personal nature to it too. For those of you who haven't given up hope of having a partner who can understand you and be with you in this life — I haven't. I'll never. If it doesn't happen, I've lived a life of love, joy, adventure — I didn't miss a fucking moment. If I got hit by a bus tomorrow. But I'm always open to the idea that there might be someone to share it with. The thing is, love can't exist between this identity and this identity. Love can't be given or received through these interactions between identities. I mean it's a form of love, but it feels very flat and empty when you've had the real thing. When you've had a real Coke you don't want a Diet Coke.


TEACHING POINT 3 — YOU CANNOT OWN THE LOVE / THE RED LION

[37:23] Shambhala the Kingdom is really love — new energy love — as a reality. You can enter and exit this reality, but you cannot grab it, contain it, own it, write about it, give it to somebody else, and then pull it back from somebody else when they behave badly.

[37:50] Let me make it a cartoon. Pocket Jesus and I are in Shambhala the Kingdom and the love is a given reality. I've had a few partners who've floated up to the top, experienced it with me, and then floated back down. And then I would chase them down. I learned not to do this about a hundred times before I figured it out — I'm a slow learner, I'm not gonna go claim I figured something out on a blog, that's for damn sure. I've experienced love and Shambhala and I'm in Shambhala every day. Along with meeting with all of you — hopefully my words are never important. Hanging out with me is just so I can put you there. It's your choice whether you want to stay there or not.

[39:19] But I followed them out, and as soon as I followed them out the love is gone and I'm destroyed — because the nature of me is very sensitive. I will never give it up. The reason I can sense and be in Shambhala is because of my oozing vulnerability, my oozing empathy, my oozing compassion, my ability to cry at the drop of a hat and laugh at myself and never take myself too seriously, and when I fuck up have a go: well, I'm sorry.

[40:01] Love can exist between two or more people when they're able to stay in that space and respect it, without trying to hold on to it. But what usually happens is someone has a taste of it and then they grab onto it, and they want to hold it — and then they're gonna start their own business and this is gonna happen and they're gonna make this into. If the identity is not in a fluid, immutable state — what we call the We-Go — it will hold on and try to bottle it and sell it. There's a great example of this: it was called the elixir in the Red Lion book. The guy murders a guy to get the elixir and sends himself into a karmic spiral. So often what happens — it's not happening so much anymore, 99% of the people who came did not do this — but you feel the love and then you want to bottle it and put it in your suitcase and run off with it. I've had this happen so many times. It's like a guy taking you out on a date, sleeping with you, and never calling you again.

[41:25] I put people in this space and I really have no desire to keep teaching online courses. I just want to meet in person. God's paying my bills, my other businesses are flourishing because God's expressing through me. I don't have to take clients I don't want. I can send a refund if someone's being a real bitch. God is taking care of that. So I got fuck-you money — and that's love. I don't have money so I can drive a Porsche — do not drive a Porsche, I drive a used Subaru with a cracked windshield, that's my lifestyle — but being in love is also being able to say fuck you to things that aren't love.

[42:05] Morya always put his hand on my back and infused it full of this true love that makes parental figures seem cold and creepy, and any kind of human sexual relationship seem really nasty to be honest. And Morya put his hand on my back and said: if it doesn't feel like this, it's a lie.

[42:33] Living in this world, having resources and energy is super important to being able to maintain this love, because you don't have to leave it and compromise yourself to get the scraps to barely survive. It allows you to never operate from scarcity again. Because when you operate from scarcity you create not-so-nice situations. But this love-as-a-given reality — you can still be in it if that suffering picks back up. All of you — you put it down and it ends up back on your shoulders — you say: no, I'm in this love-as-a-given reality, I take it out and I don't want to bottle it or steal it or own it or make it mine or put it in some written form and sell a course. You don't want to kill somebody to get the elixir and bottle it like in the Red Lion book. Because as soon as you try to grab it or hold it too tightly, you're back in a scarcity mindset.

[43:48] True abundance is being in the love-as-a-given reality at all times. You don't do anything from scarcity. You don't do anything from how-is-it-gonna-look. You don't do things to make money. I don't compromise myself to keep clients or donors. The more people leave — those in some kind of twistiness — the better the materials get. [missing]


CLASSIC EARTH RECEDING / SHAMBHALA BECOMING MORE REAL

[44:18] The way I see Shambhala the Kingdom is I'm in it all the time, eventually, and classic earth reality becomes less and less real and less and less accessible. My friendships and my — I don't talk to any of my family anymore, because they're alien to me — but it becomes less and less, and one day it just won't be there anymore. The most unnatural thing about human life is death. Death is not natural — it's a construct. We'll go really deeply into that in the donor series. We covered it in Germany at a surface level, but in Romania it was our opening. This is where we started: death is an illusion. And it's everything that Yeshua taught — he said, once you're in the kingdom, there is no death, there is no birth. It's your new life. [missing]


UPCOMING EVENTS AND PLANS

[45:22] I love you guys so dearly. I do hope you'll come to some of our events in August. [missing section] Morya has been on me to get to Ireland — there's something happening in Ireland. We have two kinds of events: ones where we suspend time and space, like we did in Germany and Cebu, and they're lovely. And then we have events where we have to anchor things on earth — they're a little bit more difficult on the body. Like when Gaia left in May 2025, we were there to anchor ourselves, anchor the new energy there so she could leave. She was sick and tired. And then in France, Yeshua and Mary Magdalene came to me and said: we need to anchor the age of Aquarius in this certain point in Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer, which is where the Marys — and myself as Sarah — where our sailboat landed after the crucifixion. Story time later.

[47:14] So we have two types of events: one that is grounding and working with earth grids, and a more community environment. And then the other ones are more about personal experience — the light body, enlightenment, what do you personally need. The Ireland event would be something grounding. And then I have a ticket to Italy in October with my flight credit. I want to go there for personal reasons, but there's also some potential for something else there.

[47:51] So basically that's all we do. We have our new Lightwave materials — I do those on YouTube for free. We have our donor series, which is the GWB stuff. We're going to have calls in August, meetings in August. It's really the GWB's project and I'm just the human doing it. And then we have our in-person events. Those are the three things we do — donor series, GWB which is growing and thriving thanks to you all, and our in-person events. The next new Lightwave will start sometime in the fall — I haven't been given an exact date. [missing section]


CLOSING — STAYING IN SHAMBHALA / SAMADHI

[49:03] Nothing is going to take me out of love-is-a-given reality. I have been drenched in it. I've been floating in Samadhi all night long. This morning I woke up about four, made my coffee, took my dogs out — and then I was like: Samadhi too hard, going back to bed. I'm not interrupting my Samadhi for anybody or anything. If someone wants to come meet me there, you're welcome. But I ain't going back down there. I spent ten years trying to get you guys out of there. I will toss one of those fire escape ladders off the balcony and you can climb up it into this love-is-a-given reality. But no good is gonna come from me going down that ladder to meet your identity's needs, which can't be met. The identity's needs are insatiable. [missing]

[50:45] Let's enter Shambhala the kingdom — that's my goal. When God put me on this earth this life, he said: I need to get five people to Shambhala the Kingdom. And I saw three people in our last event floating there and they weren't gonna come out of it. Three for sure. I only need two more. But in the meantime I'm gonna have fun, and I'm gonna drink wine in Italy, and I'm gonna attempt to drive a car on the wrong side of the road in Ireland. Throw caution to the wind. In Samadhi driving on the wrong side of the road with a Guinness — no, I'm kidding, I don't drink and drive. I do a lot of crazy shit but not that.

[51:41] All right. I'm gonna extend this and I will see you guys later. Thank you so much for being here and thanks for your patience while I was traveling around with so many beautiful beings. I love you dearly. It was amazing. Ursula and Nicole did the whole thing with us — and Roberta in France, when you are the co-hostess of the event you feel everything. Roberta was feeling everything, holding space since October. Way to go Roberta. Alice, oh my god, what a pair we are — we are gonna do that again. I've never laughed so hard in my life. You did so well. Ursula and Nicole, not only held space for the Germany event and did all the finance and the bills and the PayPals and who's gluten-free — you guys did so much more than that. Just fucking amazed at all of you. So thank you so much and I will see you guys soon.

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RE-ORIENTING AROUND A NEW COSMIC TRUTH

This morning, as I was writing up another attempt to convey what happened in France - MY fucking God! we entered the Kingdom - my voice came back along with the SPICE I need to animate a personality to speak it all out on video.

Believe it or not, in my personal life, I don’t animate much spice. I tend to gravitate toward the spread out cosmos who feel no need. A Bach Chello suite conveys all that needs to be said.

And then funny enough Mathias - who was with us in France and doing the work long prior to my physical arrival - sent me a text that I feel like all of you wanted to ask, but had not yet.

He wrote:

“The question also was and is.. maybe you like to share in a donor video or something… ?

What's the up to date overview and general optimal direction or the several perspectives on that from the rays…

For an expanded overview, cosmic birds perspective…

Like how is it going with the opening of pathways and the optimal development of new earths?

What's going on with Shambhala these days.. for me it feels somehow getting more closer and paralell reality experience as an and presence layer.. like integrating with earth reality and omni or non directional integration, like great central sun shining from earth energy planes from down and up and in all sub-quantum wavings..”

And that’s it exactly it.

And that’s exactly the video is coming Sunday.

In all my years of teaching, I have been looking for windows.

A cracked door to pry open so I can teach how to be Shambhala/ the Kingdom.

It IS here and that’s what we are all feeling

- and if not, it’s my job to get your there though it is so hard to do on a computer screen -

We are walking around in a ‘right here, right now’/ Love is a Given reality.

And then we anchored it on the sands of where we landed in France after the crucifixion.

(Storytime later)

I did capture my HOW TO GET TO THE KINGDOM lecture on video.

I just don’t know what I will do with it yet.

From a facilitator perspective, it’s what dreams are made of!

So often I have to pry open the fixed identity and that can take the whole course.

It has for years. I just teach it from every angle, using the jaws of life and jokes.

Then windows occur.

In Germany, in the afternoon, I found the door cracked for the bleeding heart on fire.

In Romania, Kainos glowed through the old creek door of the Piscean Age.

It’s a testament to you all who came for me to be able to actually get where I/ we/ us need to go.

Deep bow.

A lot of us who were in France are staring into the great wide open of a vast and fertile landscape.

Having turned the deep dark void into a lush green forest.

It’s new and foreign and ready to be explored. After rest. You need rest. And more water!

The converse of that is that all else feels like sandpaper.

Duality and identity are pure violence in the context of The Kingdom biological/ cellular level shift.

Of the greatest of those irritating edges is something that is so IMPORTANT right now.

Integrating those cosmic parts and pieces.

In France, we had a discussion called:

IS IT A DEAMON OR IS IT AN ALIEN LIFETIME COMING HOME FOR INTEGRATION?

They often feel similar. They certainly act similar as one was flipping out on me in my living room this morning.

Not mine. One of yours.

I have experienced plenty of demonic entities and possessions in this lifetime of work.

These cosmic - non-human integrations can be just as nasty.

So this Sunday, we’ll have a video that covers it all.

Thanks, Mathias, for sending me your list of insights and questions, especially about the shifts you witnesses in the cosmos and corresponding points on Earth, which we will definitely cover.

If anyone else would like to do the same, please do so below in the comments.

There’s a real sense of if you’re not making quantum leaps into the Unknown with us - or still fear ‘groups’ or having a purpose larger than your own silly human needs - this space will push you out swifter than you can imagine.

I spend the last 10 years working that out with everyone, and I won’t go back into that density.

Dig yourself out and come be LOVE with us anytime.

See you all on Sunday.

WHEN THE WORLD IS TOO FULL TO TALK ABOUT…

THE RETURN OF THE LOVE LETTER THAT IS THE SUNDAY NEWS

Waking in a state of ‘everything all together, all at once’ - also known as Samadhi - I began to sort the music notes around 2:30 am…

…in a non-coherent attempt to find which one to pull down into particle form for the LOVE LETTER that is the Sunday News.

Yet, the wave wouldn’t collapse.

Such is life when the identity cannot form into fixed particle reality, either.

Then two things happened.

My phone lit up with notes from you all.

Christiane’s mother had peacefully left her physical body upon her return. Dace got home after her bus broke down. Yael and Ellie had safely arrived back in Miami. Nancy returned to a new donut place at home (silly). Jen with Glasses’ dog was hiding in the closet none to pleased she had left her alone for the trip.

Life keeps dancing and moving through us, continuously.

Sometimes it is a symphony, other times improv jazz, and on occasion, a lil’ Wayne song…

And Rumi - who to me is an another version of giddy Kuthumi - began dancing with the heart pulses of the world being simply too full to talk about.

We've heard it a million times.

Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
There is a field. I'll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass,
The world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase ‘each other’
Doesn't make any sense.

Love does not make sense.

It will never lose so much dignity as to make sense.

It has no words that will give it full meaning.

It can’t be drawn on a white board, though I give it my best;)

Yet, words provide the vehicle, the delivery mechanism to bridge it from one being to another, spreading like the mustard plant.

Words provide a delivery mechanism to bridge love from a collective of BEINGS LIKE US to the world -

and from God to human AND human to God, with each breath.

Words do not have to make sense for them to communicate love.

They hold a vibration - an energy in the space between which works just as well -

as I know from having a conversation with Ursula where I say something in English and she responds in German and we do not bother with the translate because the only word we are speaking is LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.

And that is why it is so important for us to meet in person - to remove the edits and barriers of technology, the best face forward in the high school cafeteria - for what is felt, and not thought out entirely before being typed, spoken without the identity filters of mind is where we meet in “THAT GRASS.”

WHAT HAPPENED IN FRANCE?

On the second day of the France event, I was going to begin with a meditation - something we will focus on in our June programs (less talking, more exploring without words) - when Yeshua came in.

“Give them the Sermon on the Mount,” he said.

“You want me to return the saltiness?” I asked.

You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.

“Make them talk to each other,” he replied. “That will return the saltiness.”

In other words, he asked me to give the sermon on the mount by facilitating a discussion.

In other words, we acted out the sermon, in its entirety for about 2 hours.

In a world of buried words never spoken, trespasses never addressed, feelings buried, all 20 of us gathered on even ground to talk. To work things out, for we are humans with hearts and needs.

Those who had no things to work out with others bared witness and hopefully, took it home with them to make things right in the moment, to never let things slip through the cracks again.

DEEPER THAN THAT…

Yeshua’s sermon on the mount was so much more than perceived.

It was also a sophisticated teaching on the lessons of the FAR EAST in how energy and true karma play out through our day to day lives and how our livelihood is made or broken by it.

… what we are covering in the donor series for those with eyes and ears…

Speaking and writing from SOURCE suspend the laws of cause and effect and through this SUSPENSION, one can see the Kingdom of Heaven that is - as Thomas’s gospel said - already spread across Earth.

"It will not come by watching for it. It will not be said, 'Look, here!' or 'Look, there!' Rather, the kingdom is spread out upon the earth, and people do not see it."

The mark is missed when beings look for grand displays of consciousness and power - big fancy channels and spiritual highs.

Yet, the Kingdom is so much more.

It appears when we talk to one another, when we say the uncomfortable things, when God speaks through us no matter how it appears on the ego’s surface.

The Kingdom is found in LIFE.

It is found in the messy bits of humanity’s expression.

In the grit of full embracing yourself and honoring the gift that is LIFE.

The Kingdom is found the moments when we say the thing we ‘shouldn’t say’.

The Kingdom is found in your smiles and your tears.

In the vulnerability to be fully yourself with others being fully themselves.

And thus, on the whole trip, the “grand spiritual channels” were suspended for something so much more…well, everything…more everything!

BEING LIKE US coming together to share a laugh, a few tears - sometimes all together all at once - speaking and expressing what so many are afraid to express….

LOVE. HUMAN & DIVINE.

I put a few pictures down the side of the post

- thank you everyone for letting me share your light with those who could not make it -

Hopefully, it helps the nonsensical words of LOVE come into some sort of cohension - even if I couldn’t get the wave function to collapse this morning.

If not, there’s always the Field.

BIG LOVE,

Lauren

JOHANNA

DACE & TERESA

PIET

LOVE LANGUAGE

NICOLETA

István

URSULA & CORINNE

I’M SURE WITH WAS A VERY DEEP CONVERSATION, CHRISTIANE:)

Thanks for over-filling my wine glass.

Why dark matter is so threatening to the identity & how to move beyond that fear….

We ended up some where else completely at our Germany event, but this transmission - Sarah & Kuthumi combined - is something that we will unpack over the summer months. Thank you, everyone.

#1: Subtle Energy

Focus: Attuning mind, intuition/gnosis, and especially the nervous system to perceive non-dense, quiet energetic signals.

Outcome: Build fluency in the “language” of subtle energy to perceive far-reaching energetic nuances (beyond typical 3D stimuli).

Embodiment notes: Fully descended I AM consciousness expresses as childlike curiosity and simple, direct language.

Emotions deepen and become impersonal yet are felt fully; avoidance often masquerades as “logic.”

Common pitfall: Over-intellectualizing to bypass uncomfortable emotions rather than sensing their origin within one’s conscious blueprint.

#2: Dark Matter

Definition: Not literal darkness; a light-filled field containing potentials, possibilities, probabilities, and passageways (“four Ps”).

Identity dynamics: Perceived as threatening because it confronts unrealized potential (e.g., staying in misaligned life situations).

Practice includes recognizing identity threat responses and moving through them to access new potentials.

Integration: Strongly tied to subtle energy fluency; the more nuanced the sensing, the safer and clearer the exploration of dark matter.

#3: ENERGY RETURNS TO SOURCE (BEYOND KARMA)

Donor series context: Explores individual karma blending into collective karma through mass consciousness (e.g., Atlantean “design mind headband” analogy creating a shared virtual reality).

Core law: All energy returns to source regardless of human intention; unconscious, buried toxicity still circulates and seeks return (landfill metaphor).

This operates in “vertical time” (simultaneous), deeper than linear cause-and-effect and beyond classic karmic timelines.

Guidance stance: Emphasis on inquiry over dogma; provide perspectives and places to look rather than prescriptions or imposed conclusions.

#4: Capacity Light Body Code

Nervous system as key:

Capacity = actively stretching the nervous system to receive; identity rigidity forms a “film” that blocks abundance and creation flow.

Fluid, malleable identity increases ease in bringing creations into form (vs. passive “waiting” to allow).

Both/And coherence:

Holding love/joy while acknowledging and witnessing systemic harms (e.g., to women, immigrants, workers) without collapsing into hate.

Light body focus:

Creating space for human and consciousness to coexist, not forcing a neat, commingled package.

Practice notes:

Daily “Samadhi touchpoint” (even 1 second) is sufficient; nonlocal, nonlinear path means no fixed arrival points.

• THIS WAS COVERED AT THE END OF THE MAY DONOR SERIES VIDEO IN DEPTH

Capacity expands continually; as it stretches, creation’s edges stretch too, making more room for LOVE (NEW ENERGY GENERATION)

And Jesus began speaking & Did Not stop for 3 days

A story you won’t find in the Bible or on google….

Jesus began speaking “on the mount” but it wasn’t a sermon that ran a measly 18 minutes.

When he began speaking, a crowd of 20 became a crowd of 50, then 100, then 200, then 2,000.

An 18-minute treatise on loving thy neighbor began to unfold into a 72-hour (3-Day transmission).

As the crowd thickened and the day turned into night, and the people from all walks of life began to get hungry.

Two loaves of bread and five fish were multiplied to feed the thousands and the disciples went into the crowd - who were hungry for more than loaves and fishes - to pass out the sustenance to sustain the transmission pouring forth from within Him.

From a human ear perspective, the words became nonsensical - something the human ears could not decifer.

Yet, in an alchemical perspective, the words began to touch the deepest part of the “ears that could hear.”

I began our day in Romania with charts and graphs and silly drawings, and at one point my words became jibberish and meaningless.

A stream began to flow, as the ears began to open to the “God spine” and I stopped being able to hear what I was saying, yet the words became bubbles of potentials floating into the ethers.

Looking to those in the seats before me, I saw a woman burst into tears and then laughter.

Another sliding from the chair.

Yet another, eyes closed in a full kundalini expression.

More stream of jibberish flowed.

My shoes came off.

I began sweating, moving around, and drawing things that didn't matter on the board.

An occupied mind, opens a hungry heart.

Those with an open spine received the best of IT.

Those with an open spine then returned IT better than they found IT.

And the bread and fish multiplied again.

Thirst and hunger - not of the human kind - satiated.

And then again. Again.

All 6.5 hours of channels were captured on video.

They likely will not make sense, yet I will edit them a bit - to remove audience shares - and post them on our donor/ password page over the summer months for they should NEVER be sold.

I can do in person what can never be done online.

Yet, I do my best with all the wires and internet to get it to you.

No matter how limiting and irritating it is for me.

When IT was over, I asked Ursula and Nicole if they could remember any of the words - because I could not.

Nope, not a word - for they were not important.

It’s truly magical what can occur in a co-creative container when those who sit began to see without eyes and hear without ears.

It would not have been possible without Alice - who not only managed the 3D portion of the event, babysat me as I need one in such situations (humility-inducing helplessness as a human when my kundalini becomes so active I have no ability to act as an individual)…

she was also handing out the fish and bread in the 5D, moving the waves of energy so they could land easy.

Something that cannot be taught and only known and accessed.

Thank you, Alice!

Thank you to everyone who made the journey with your bleeding hearts on fire, showing up so clear and present.

Further, on day 2 of France, after the identity “removal” work I have mastered over the years, Yeshua woke me and said give the sermon on the mount but let them live it.

We opened a dialogue among the 20 sitting - not recorded - and the conversation became the living breathing traditional sermon on the mount in action.

How to live, knowing the Kingdom is not OUT there, but right here spread across the earth.

And that’s what I’ll write about in next week’s newsletter.

Until then…. BIG LOVE.

Well, that did not go according to plan…

On Saturday, May 9, we gathered in Munich with a plan to cover four areas of Creation of the LIGHT from within this Carbon Form called biology.

The event took a wild turn when I realized, there EXISTED already, a capacity enough to really dive into the full blown expression of THE HEART.

Once you hit the bleeding heart on fire, where energy and consciousness come together in the heart space, not a whole lot else matters.

The materials of the event were so deeply intimately personal, they will not be made available on the website.

In fact, we only got the first two sessions on video - for those who came -

and the afternoon was so intense it pretty much blew up the technology.

That was not a mistake. What occurred in the afternoon was not for anyone not in the room.

I have tears pouring from my eyes at being able to witness you all in your fiery amazing forms.

Beings Like Us - Living fully and freely in life - with no separation from the massive shifts happening in the world.

The Arrival of embodied love in the vessels we inhabit.

Below is a 4- point video with some of the topics planned, which were quickly scrapped for what was called for.

Wild crazy oozing LOVE.

One that ended in huge bursts of The LOVE CRY.

Thank you all who made the journey! It was so lovely to see some return and some new faces too.

Plus two whole men. You are needed and appreciated.

Hostess - Ursula and Nicole - and everyone who came - We thank you so much.

The Painting, Subtle Energy & The Honey Comb

2017 Vision

The Painting that changed it all

For many, running an online business comes with a plan.

Yet here, there is no plan, but a vision.

Over the Christmas holidays in 2017 - about a month or two after experiencing full blown, mind-shattering, earth-quaking, personality-destroying enlightenment - I began to see what was about to occur in All of Creation.

Not being able to write about it, I painted it.

The passageways in All of Creation began to open back up.

Morya (portrayed as the Adam Kadmon template) and I began to create a path from the Banyan Tree towards the cosmos under the light of the Great Central Sun.

The painting is long gone, lost in many moves, but the vision of what was to occur has led the way for what we are all seeing today.

An earth uninhibited from the barriers to the cosmos, and as a result, a Great Central Sun that can shine upon it in waves.

It would not be until March 2023 that the passageways would begin to dilate and open to these intense level of cosmic energy coming back into our inimitable bodies of consciousness.

It would not be until March 2025 that we would begin to understand that the New/ Christos Energy would be coming to Earth through these openings.

And it would not be until 2026 that we would begin to understand what a New Light Wave would entail.

Not just changing the entire structure of the New Human Species, but also impacting mass consciousness in unfathomable ways, bringing all imbalance in the collective hearts and minds of humanity up to the surface for review.

Subtle energy

Subtle describes something not immediately obvious, loud, or bright, often characterized by being delicate, faint, or requiring keen perception to notice. It implies a fine, precise, or clever quality that is understated rather than blatant.

Subtle energy is something we will talk about in each of our May gatherings. Subtle energy is how the strokes in the BIG PICTURE vision come into focus.

Visions of the BIG PICTURE are not something limited to me. Everyone has access to the BIG PICTURE whether it be centered around the ‘I/me/my’ version of Self and/ or the entire directive of All of Creation.

Subtle energy becomes apparent - loud even - when we are able to sit with the empty for long and vast stretches of time and an undoing of physical space.

Time - here being the delivery mechanism for New Energy, which works in a spiral rather than linear spatial quality.

Subtle energy comes through the backdoor, rather than from the human eyes looking forward as they were literally wired to see only relative reality from a fixed identity point of view - as is the standard-issued human mind.

Subtle energy provides, it gives GNOST, knowingness, growing the fourth leg of the chair.

And the deeper our relationship with it becomes, the more we are able to let go of the firm, fixed, local linear identity that we have come to think of as ourselves, finding the truth of Reality.

The Honey Comb

The Honey Comb

The Honey Comb is a metaphor that was used by St G.

Think of yourself - your mind - living in a single cell of an infinite honey comb.

The things the human eyes and mind and nervous system - and on - perceive as solid and apparent and easy to see are all happening in a single cell of the honey comb.

Worries, fears and suffering also live in the single cell of the infinite honey comb.

Subtle energy is discovered through subtle energy shifts.

For example, you may not see a deer in the woods when it is standing still.

Yet, when it moves, rustling leaves and jumping over logs, the deer becomes very apparent.

You just had to sit there in stillness long enough to witness the shift.

You have to become quiet enough to hear the subtle shifts in the silence.

Your vision must become soft and unfocused in order to see motion.

As you let go of the local (fixed space) and linear (fixed time), a vast NEW landscape free from horizontal time will open up first within you - taking you from the day to day sufferings of being a human.

And into a land of KAINOS where you actually become the vessel for it to land on Earth, stretching out into All of Creation.

We will talk about it in Europe and on the YT page this summer.

A pause between waves to really understand our role in it all.

Thank you always for being here, ready to tune in, opening the NEW mind. The infinite honey comb.

Rather than tuning out, which only makes the walls of the single cell in the honey comb close in - the prison cell of the limited mind.

I’m starting to have the sneaking suspicion the next New Light Wave (3.0) will be all about the Mind, but we do not need to know that now.

These next few months are all about attuning to the subtle until it becomes a vision - each stroke appearing in the painting.

One so new, it delivers Kainos into the Aquarian Age.

Because Beings Like Us are here, ready & willing.

That’s a Wrap on the New Light Wave 2.0

Notta AI generated graphic from the last transmission. April, 2026.

Project Sync / Status Update Summary

New Light Wave Influx 2.0: Outcomes and Insights

Focus and scope

• Centered on moving beyond fixed identity as a barrier to love.

• Emphasized three qualities of the light: reflection, refraction, absorption.

• Delivery via ascended master channels, each a distinct prism/perspective (including a creative Sufi poets segment).

Integration approach

• Commitment to integrated channeling: personal experiences inform teachings, moving beyond the detached Piscean model.

• Co-creative reciprocity among masters, audience, and facilitator to expand how teachings land on Earth.

Identity and creation

• True change emerges from forming a new identity rather than altering external circumstances.

• New identity often catalyzed by pain; vision of a future self (circa 2027) prompted a decisive shift.

• Reference point: David Bowie’s continual reinvention as a playful model for identity change.

Ego and embodiment

• Ego remains necessary for human care and function; aim is right relationship, not annihilation.

• Spiritual ego risk identified (desire for ideal conditions/protection); acceptance of the real constraints facing women leaders today.

• Collective surfacing: The wave surfaced buried patriarchy and violence against women—part of an “apocalypse” phase ushering in the Age of Aquarius.

Personal Status and Wellbeing

June 2025 examples of environmental stressors

• Family boundary violations; partner misconduct; supporting a friend’s health issue.

• Ongoing safety concerns in daily routines (e.g., early-morning dog walks).

Response and learning

• Chose identity transformation over attempting to control others; maintained a baseline of joy and an open heart despite depletion.

• Principle: one’s light expands in proportion to the darkness one is willing to face; stand tall and live fully in the Aquarian age.

Content Production and Quality

Output assessment

• Sustained high-quality, high-volume content; acknowledges minor tweaks and occasional misses.

Methodology

• Establish event logistics and structure first (venues, dietary needs, scheduling) to enable spontaneous, unscripted channeling.

• Masculine structure (banks of the river) enables feminine flow (river) for live sessions.

Near-Term Plan and Timeline

• European tour (departing in one week; five cities)

• Public YouTube release: DK on “The greatest technology shift in the Aquarian age is the human heart, not AI.”

• Additional highlights to be shared publicly; full videos to be available for purchase on the website; pricing TBD.

Summer program (June–August)

• Back-to-basics sequence: true meditation, true allowing; DK-inspired simplicity.

• Three challenges focused on deconstructed, simplified practices for personal growth.

Forthcoming big-picture work

• Post-summer return to macro themes with the next new light wave.

• Romania event to feature a Shambala perspective/prism.

• Continuing threads: Moria’s teachings on 25,000-year Earth cycles.

Appreciation and Recognition

• Gratitude extended to supporters and participants (including donor series).

• Encouragement to acknowledge personal contributions and legacy in this lifetime.

You Made it! The gifts of the New Light wave 2.0

Well friends, we have made it through another New Light Wave Influx!

We explored so many prisms of this new light.

Identity - the greatest barrier to love - as it works as a barrier between energy and consciousness.

We explored the spiritual ego and belief systems of the Pisces Era.

We got to know the GWB.

Kuthumi walked us through the Alchemy of Empty - which I acted out in the behind the scenes videos - how not to bypass but transmute through Absorption (DK).

St G continued to walk us through the light body codes and the shift and getting on the ship.

Yeshua set us straight on the world, yet again.

Tobias held the edges of creation open for us and now it’s our job to integrate the NEW cosmic energy and so on.

DK has a huge channel coming through: THE GREATEST TECHNOLOGY SHIFT IN THE NEW ERA WILL BE THE HUMAN HEART - NOT AI.

That channel will be recorded in front of a LIVE audience at our Romania event on May 12 - you can still sign up.

Once I have strong internet access, he has asked me to upload that live channel to the YouTube page, which I will gladly do!

I may even try to get it live, we shall see what we are working with.

I also want to go over all the new terms we learned soon.

New Discernment

New Soul

Alchemy

Transmutation through Aborption

Spiritual Bypassing & Ego

Capacity

and so much more!

Thank you for being here. Please share the unique to you gifts in the comments, if you choose.

DONORS: On Friday, I sent out the May video to keep it rolling - month 6! - and the password was updated. That was sent to your inbox - and may have gone to spam.

YT members: I put up more archives for you - this time the Mary M stuff.

With so much gratitude,

Lauren & The Entire GWB Crew

Quick review of the light body Codes for grounded alignment

Here are some helpful notes on the light body codes and what part of the Body of Consciousness they occur in that support our online public series.

A FEW NOTES ON THE GROUNDED LIGHT BODY CODES:

Here are some helpful notes on the light body codes and what part of the Body of Consciousness they occur in that support our online public series.

Capacity —> Nervous System (Bio body), Increasing the Capacity to Receive all forms of Abundance, especially Love.

Stretching the edges of capacity to be able to hold multiplicity - creating enough space for humanity and divinity to co-exist within your body of consciousness.

Creating the capacity to be the witness to the apocalypse AND be fully in peaceful alignment. It’s not a back and forth anymore, it is Simultaneous, because you have the capacity to hold both AND.

Access —> Mental Body, DEEP, DEEP Access to Subconscious Information Stored in the Mind, Attending to Old Belief Systems that no longer serve you.

Allowing subconscious imprints or memory storage to come up to the surface for conscious review - absorption and transmutation.

Immediacy —> Feel all emotions as they come up, immediately so unfelt emotions do not guide you into unfavorable timelines or cause you to react unconsciously rather than respond with awareness.

Act on God-given information as it comes immediately.

Without immediacy, emotions are suppressed into the subconscious where access becomes limited. Think stuck, constipated energy, often mistaken for stoicism;)

THE Human Emotional Body becomes SENTIENCE, when emotions connect to I Am Consciousness rather than limited human I/ me/my identity.

• DK will cover the ultimate technology of the human heart soon. It is where true sentience resides.

Efficiency —> Economy of Movement (Subtle energy bodies) Dance with what shows up at your door as it shows up at your door - If You face it head on efficiently, it won’t come back to be resolved later (eventually you have to face your crap!).

Efficiency can feel like opening a floodgate. As you face everything directly head on it can be intense, but efficiency allows you to absorb, and transmute in New Time, rather than in horizontal time.

This is the efficiency.

This is from our GWB donor series password page.

If you’d like to donate any amount recurring, you will get access to this page and all the videos to date.

You can sign up here: https://www.thenewenergyera.com/giving-page

The latest from Ascended Master DK

It’s been really fun to create passageways for Master Djwal Khul to shine through.

His message of grounded alignment and what it means to bring the Christos Consciousness to Earth - along with his description of the GWB is and who they work with - was a really nice, firm yet relaxing message.

I hope you enjoy.

Lauren

The Gifts of the New Light wAve, Plus Koot and DK!

What’s Fresh This Week?

A lot of people said they didn’t get the newsletter on Sunday so I am sending it again.

Interference form every direction!

FIRST:

Don’t miss the New Energy Update for April & May to see what gifts are headed YOUR way - created by YOU and for YOU.

Please let us know what you find either on the YT video or in the blog comments below!

SECOND:

We also heard from Kuthumi who asked us to feel into the NEW soul - just one more time.

And wow, was it worth it.

THIRD:

And, we heard the first channel from Master DK on transmutation & true rest.

Be sure to check out his challenge!!

Finally, we hit 1K subscribers on YouTube. Nice one.

Deep bow & Thank you so very much.

Your purity of heart blows me away.

Lauren

PS The graphics were created by our NottaAI assistant, who is getting better every day at capturing the intent. Still not perfect.

PSS Thanks to everyone who supported me during the attacks on OUR materials this week, instead of burying your head in the sand yet again. So much trauma coming up from what was endured at the other place. And the shock of abuse in general being buried over and over again.

I know it’s not easy to speak truth out loud, but I needed you all this week (as much as I hate to admit that). I am still trying to put myself back together. You are appreciated. Those who could, did. Thank you. https://youtu.be/WaVBoZqOuS8

What’s up with this 4/4 comet?!

Over the last few months, I’ve been receiving information that April 4, 2026 would be a big moment.

Is it only information for me or will others feel it too? Well, I decided to let you all decide for yourselves. Isn’t that where it’s at - subjectivity - in all of this.

Well, the day arrived and the first image I had in my mind’s eye, strange enough, was the traditional tarot card - the Ace of Swords! So let’s break it down.

Hearing all this in my own head, over the past month, I googled comet 4/4, and this is what came up:

Comet C/2026 A1 (MAPS) is making a, "make-or-break" close pass by the Sun on April 4, 2026, traveling less than 100,000 miles from the surface.

It will make an extremely close pass by the Sun, traveling through the inner solar corona.

If it survives this intense, fiery encounter, it could potentially become bright enough to be visible in the daytime sky.

NASA has a camera that true star geeks are watching right now to see what happens. Oh the drama;)

Here’s a link to the NASA science basics of this comet.

I also happened to see a post by the account “Astrology for everyone” on FB, and it said this comet has not been in our solar system for 1,600 years.

The last time it appeared in our solar system was at the end of the Roman Empire, when a new level of human consciousness was coming into form. Some scientists are speculating this comet is a fragment of a massive parent comet that Aristotle documented in 371 BC.

It feels like a message of new beginnings to come, or at the very least, something magical to feel into that’s far bigger than our little worlds. Will it make it through? I am on pins and needles.

Now going back to that Ace of Swords image…

The Ace of Swords in the traditional tarot deck represents pure intellectual breakthroughs, mental clarity, truth, and raw, focused power.

It symbolizes a new idea, a "eureka" moment, or the strength to overcome obstacles through logic, often cutting through confusion.

Upright it indicates triumph and focused action, while reversed it signifies confusion, miscommunication, and aggression.

The card was definitely upright as I saw it appear this morning.

There’s also something about the crown/ corona on the tarot card and the sun’s corona.

Something fun to play with, if you choose.

New-ness is afoot and I for one am having a good time playing with it all.

Have you been playing with this too?

PS Tarot is a hobby of mine that started when I was about 13 years old. Its study of archetypes is something I have grown to use and appreciate beyond “fortune telling.”

Chat GPT-generated image.

The Ace of Swords Tarot Card

New Video! The last Nine months & The Divine Will Pivot dance

Dear friends:

Whether it was for me or you - or both - I had the idea this week to give a nine month recap of what WE have done since closing the Patreon page in July. So much has occurred and I wanted to re-orient myself around it all, so I could move forward in an organized manner.

As I got to writing it all down in preparation for the recording, I thought… why not be honest about what it has looked like for me behind the scenes. Highlighting each and every pivot - divine will choice - presented to me over that time.

Not being one to tell a story for my own benefit - unless it’s over drinks! - I thought it might be extra helpful for YOU TO CREATE YOUR OWN TIMELINE of the last nine months and what pivot points you encountered during that time. Self-awareness and direct God contact (between you and YOU) is so essential.

I had AI create a little graphic (with some misspells but you get the drift) from the newest YouTube channel video, and if you’ve been keeping a journal, it might be fun and/or insightful for you to go back over your own unique divine will interventions in your own life creation.

Let me know what major pivot points you’ve encountered in the blog comments section, if you choose. Also, I’d love to know what your favorite channel was from the last nine months. Mine was certainly the Sufi Poets one from December. Hands down.

Thank you for your support and being here, but more so for what GIFTS you bring to the Aquarian Age. Deep bow in your honor.

Up next: YouTube member video on what to expect personally in April, May & June from the new light. Morya video comes out on Friday for establishing true desire in the Donor Series. Thank you again.

NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS…

Never in a million years.

Never in a million years.

Never in a million years.

That’s something I have been saying and hearing with my divine ears a lot.

Of course, I went to the dictionary to look it up.

“Never in a million years" is an informal idiom used to express extreme certainty that something is impossible, highly unlikely, or unthinkable.

It highlights that an event will not happen under any circumstances, often emphasizing disbelief or surprise, such as: Never in a million years did I think xxx.

That’s a far cry from what a lot of spiritual personalities (my former self included) like to say:

The often over-used: “I’ve always known….xxxx.”

In February of 2025, after teaching Self-realization plain and simple for nearly ten years, I began to sense into these huge energetic packets of information on the changing of an era.

The great shift from the Piscean Age to the Age of Aquarius.

There’s no way I could have pulled out the adage: “I’ve always known.”

Instead, it has been one “never in a mllion years” after another.

Every. Single. Day.

Never in a million years… did I even fathom that I’d be sitting here talking to you all about New Light Wave Influxes as delivery mechanisms for a whole new ERA on Earth.

Never in a million years… did I even consider that my role on Earth would be to deliver these messages to you each week.

Never in a million years… did I ponder Shambhala - an energetic overlay over Earth - forming into it’s own planet AND me being the one to draw a map on how to get there for those in a purity of heart who chose it.

You get my drift.

It got me thinking about El Morya’s ESTABLISHING TRUE DESIRE - which we are covering in the donor series.

The donor series is a private video that comes once a month to anyone giving a recurring donation of any amount to keep this space flowing.

True desire of I Am Consciousness is not something one has always known.

It is something that is born entirely from the NEW.

K-A-I-N-O-S.

It comes seemingly out of no where, with no background wisdom of lived experience to stand on, for it has never been done before.

Thus, it is truly and actually NEW ENERGY.

“I have always known…” stems from soul contract energy, which is based on the karmic law of cause and effect.

I did XXX, and from XXX - I can create YYYY.

Old energy, recycled.

The soul’s attempt to make it new without the connection to I Am Consciousness.

Soul contract is based on wisdom from the already lived, from the already born.

From the familiar.

True Desire of the I Am is something born out of nothing.

From the unfamiliar.

It’s the never in a million years would I have known…

Something that your human - and even your soul - could have never imagined.

And that’s what we’ll be covering in the donor video this next week.

I can’t wait to break it down for you all with M.

If you are not part of the donor series and would like to be, you can set up a recurring donation of any amount.

You will receive the password to a webpage that is a database of all the GWB private video to date.

And an email each month as we weave into what it truly means to be a NEW ENERGY CREATOR.

One who has stricken “I’ve always known” from the record entirely.

True NEWNESS comes from the Zero point.

From the place of not knowing - the unknown unknowns.

So what is born - is actually NEW.

That is the freshness of K-A-I-N-O-S.

And that is what ushers in… The New Energy Era.

I’ll see you all mid-week with Mahatama Morya in the private GWB series.

Enjoy your weekend, friends!

With so much gratitude and a deep bow to the Unknown unknowns that live unborn within us all.