Drenched in the new love ~ Video + Transcript
For those who joined us at our in-person events, rest is called for. Those who didn’t might be open to more.
Everyone wants to know what’s happening in All of Creation post New Light Wave 2.0.
So that’s my next project. An extension of this video that will give a cosmic map.
Donors! A second page has been added for the European Tour materials. It is the same password:
https://www.thenewenergyera.com/tour
Thank Bob for the transcript below.
INTRODUCTION — HOME FROM THE EUROPE TOUR
[00:00] Oh my goodness, hello beautiful friends. I'm back in my home recording studio. It is super hot and humid in Texas — we're in full-blown summer, hence the wild hair and the sundress. No way you can wear my normal black uniform in this heat. I'm so glad to be back in the studio. I got home from our European tour about eight days ago maybe, and that has been interesting. I'm just getting my voice back. So I wanted to share so many good things with you.
[00:39] Our topic today is drenched in new energy love — new love, which is Christos consciousness, beyond cosmic consciousness. I'm going to talk a little bit about that today. I have Morya behind me holding the masculine banks of the river so I can be my normal feminine self — barefoot in my sundress — and have him hold the back end, because I did a lot of holding in the Europe events. I gotta say, every single person who came to our in-person events was so amazing, and I just really appreciate you. And to the five brave bold men who came, thank you so much. The world needs you. The world needs more conscious men. Of course all the lovely ladies who came are just as amazing, and there is beyond gender right — there's beyond gender and we can all tap into that as well.
[01:42] I have a lot of stuff to cover today. I want to talk about three principles of the love-is-a-given reality of the Christos consciousness, but first I wanted to read a few things from people who went on our tour.
TESTIMONIALS FROM THE EUROPE TOUR
[01:54] Ursula, who came to all three of our events and was one of the hostesses for the Germany event — she did an amazing job. She said: "Thank you to all the wonderful people I've had the privilege of meeting over the past three weeks in three different countries. So much was possible because people stepped aside to make room and give voice to their divinity. That creates hope." I couldn't have said it better myself. So much of the spiritual world is trying to figure out romantic relationships, trying to figure out this or that, to get to enlightenment, to get to that. If you take that identity that's trying to arrive somewhere — to figure out relationships, to get to enlightenment — that mental Atlantean design mind construct identity — if that steps aside, which it did in every single one of our events in Germany, Romania, and France, when it steps aside that's when love can be found and anchored on earth. And by love I mean new energy metaphysical love, an equation — new energy physics of love, Christos consciousness. That's what Ursula was really talking about in her note.
[03:44] Andrea, who came to our Germany event, wrote: "It feels like emerging from obscurity — from the age of Pisces, from silent suffering, from speechless and passive acceptance — moving toward honest communication, making contact, forging connections, bringing things out into the open, giving voice to them, and laying them on the table so that suffering can no longer take root. For me, my encounters with all of you were so precious and sacred, so incredibly healing, authentic, and full of joy. Is this not what makes life worth living? Have we not all longed for genuine contact and connection?" Oh my god, Andrea, we have. I was longing for genuine contact and connection, which is why I created these events, so we could all create it together. "Within me lies a deep gratitude for this glimpse of what is possible." Me too Andrea, thank you so much.
[05:03] Teresa — I love you so much. She wrote: "Thank you so much for everything. This event was truly beyond words, I'm still trying to find some. Being in your presence creates such a clear, precise but loving mirror to my human pattern. Seeing you in your glorious humanity and divinity combined creates such a great standard and possibility for me, and being in a group with other like-hearted, loving and such beautiful friends is the icing on the cake. You and the GWB were working with me way before the meeting and you still are — I can feel it — such a huge but gentle and grounded shift. Thank you so very much."
THE NEED FOR CONSCIOUS CONNECTION — PISCEAN TO AQUARIAN AGE
[05:49] Teresa, I mean, there's all these people out there — people do this all the time with the materials that the GWB put out. They grasp it and then they start a blog and they start teaching it. Someone gets to an arrival point, now they're gonna teach the light body. Someone reaches enlightenment, now they're gonna teach enlightenment. What people really truly need, moving from the Piscean age to the age of Aquarius — if you're going to be successful in that shift — people are dying for conscious connection. [missing] I feel it so deeply, and that's what these events have to offer.
[06:56] You know, I don't make so much money on the events. A lot of time, effort, planning. We have all volunteers who help run them — everyone did an amazing job, thank you so much. When I got home, in a seemingly random series of events, God sent me my paycheck. And if you're in the GWB donor series you'll know that when, instead of asking what do I want to create, what do I want to do to get recognition, you flip the script and ask spirit, source, God consciousness: what do you want to express through me? All your bills will always be paid. God wanted me to express bringing as many of you together as I could. It's a lot of hard work — contract negotiations, getting everybody there, the legal part, the refunds, the I'm-in-I'm-out. At the end comes the nice big check from God: job well done, here you go.
[09:05] For those of you in our donor series program — where you can donate any amount and get all the materials, it's pay what you can or pay what you want — we're about to load you up. The GWB has been knocking on my door. They told me to back off until my voice came back. It's still a little wobbly. I talk a lot, I socialize a lot — give me a glass of wine and you're gonna hear 700 crazy stories about my life. But as soon as it fully returns I am going to load you guys up on the donor series. All the videos we got in Europe — I'm not going to sell them, I don't need to, I don't want to. I want them to go in the right hands. We're not a corporation. I have other businesses that pay my bills, so I don't have to suck you dry for information you have to have and can't get anywhere else — that is so gross, it literally makes me want to vomit. So the materials from all three events will slowly make their way on to our donor page.
NEW LIGHTWAVE 2.0 RECAP — IDENTITY AS THE BARRIER TO LOVE
[10:22] After the event I realized we've done so much. We had the new Lightwave 2.0 — that started in October with our Canada event and finished at the end of April. And then in May we took all the gifts of that new Lightwave, which was really moving beyond identity. Because identity is the greatest barrier to love. The greatest barrier to love is that identity that has it all figured out, that wants to break down relationship dynamics, to see how a man and woman can get together, make everything work — let's analyze it, let's write about it. If you go online, it is saturated with influencers talking about how you can get this guy to like you or this girl to like you. Or you could just enter Shambhala, the kingdom, where love is a given. It's not going to come together down there. It's going to come together up here.
TEACHING POINT 1 — IS THE BODY THE KINGDOM OR SHAMBHALA?
[12:26] So I wanted to talk about three things, and then I'm going to talk about what we did in France afterwards. I gotta point out I've got my lavender roses that Morya always makes sure the store has when I get home. And Tammy got me Pocket Jesus — so now I have Pocket Jesus sitting right here. He went on the whole trip with me. It's like: okay, shit's hitting the fan, but Jesus is in my pocket.
[12:33] One of you asked me to talk about whether the body is the kingdom or Shambhala. Yeshua told us: one cannot look here or there — behold, the kingdom is within you. And it is within you. But the reason we do the light body codes — the whole point is not to become superhuman or have bragging rights on social media. The point of the light body is to become a vessel for the will of God, to be able to contain the Christ consciousness while maintaining a physical form, so you can anchor the Christ consciousness on earth. New energy and Christos consciousness — Christos means new — are the same thing. We just use "new energy" because it sounds shinier and fresher. Christos consciousness has a heavy connotation, but they are one and the same.
[13:20] So the body is not the kingdom, but altering the carbon of this biological form enough gives you access to the light. You're not shining your light — it doesn't belong to your identity. The light belongs to no one to shine. The carbon of this biological form needs to be altered enough to be able to withstand and hold the light. This does not happen in a linear process. This does not happen overnight in a flash — if it does, you would be very very sick for a while. You'd get it all done quick but then you'd have a tough time landing back on earth and functioning in life. So we promote, as we did in our Germany event, doing it at your own pace. That gives you access to the kingdom. The body is not where the kingdom is found, but altering the carbon of this physical form gives you access to the kingdom or Shambhala.
[14:34] There are all these new earths forming around earth. A lot of the fancy hundred-thousand-view YouTube channels are talking about the split this way or that way, new earth or old — but that's kind of laughable from an ascended master point of view and from a GWB point of view, because so many planets are forming around classic earth or old earth as we speak. The new earth that most people are talking about is not the kingdom or Shambhala. The kingdom or Shambhala is something that Yeshua taught and shared through his training with masters from the Far East. It predated Yeshua's incarnation on earth. However, Yeshua was the one who was bringing it up to the surface through the introduction of the Piscean age.
[15:31] Yeshua came to introduce the Piscean age. I, and we, and you, are arrived and incarnated to introduce the age of Aquarius. It wasn't going to be one person, because the age of Aquarius is moving from that solitary cave-monk — you know, I only watch spiritual videos in my bedroom and I never leave the house — kind of thing. The age of Aquarius is being pulled in to the earth grids, classic earth grids. It feels like a runway for parallel realities to land, to refract and reflect and then absorb energy and consciousness, creating a cohesive weaving of all these different realities to come together in what is the age of Aquarius, the new energy era. It's new, it's fresh, it's Kainos. So going back to the main point — altering this carbon to adjust to these new energies, which include a massive influx of cosmic energy. The passageways to all of creation opened up in 2023. They continue to open up.
NEW LIGHTWAVE SERIES — WHAT'S COMING IN 3.0
[16:56] We did so much work during this new Lightwave influx 2.0. We focused on identity in this one. In the new Lightwave influx the first one, we focused on the nervous system and kind of got our bearings — we started to go into thought patterns and stuff and then the masters realized it's too much. So the new Lightwave 3.0 will be focusing on brain waves, and allowing the mind to come along — connecting mind and heart, like DK brought up and talked to us about. That's going to be the new Lightwave 3.0. I'm going to go really into brain waves and cultivating a mind that can not only comprehend the infinite, but also a mind that can comprehend love. That's what we're gonna do in the next one.
[17:57] And all the work we did in Germany — we were able to really get to the bleeding heart on fire materials. Kuthumi says you can only enter the new energy era and be a new energy creator if you have a bleeding heart on fire. That's oozing vulnerability, that's feeling everything, that's having access to subconscious information, that's embracing the messy messy human and allowing it to be a mess while the divine is shining through. Which I act, guys — so beautifully sometimes, a little obnoxious sometimes, and sometimes I am completely mute. So I just let myself go, and the whole spectrum of what it means to be human on any given day — I allow my human to be all of humanity, with ease, with grace, without trying to perfect it. The human is so enjoying it. It's not trying to arrive at any arrival point and then make a blog about it.
[18:56] Spiritual ego is another thing we addressed in this new Lightwave 2.0. It gets the best of us. It wants to go grab something, put it down, share it with everybody else, make everybody else pull it down, and then you go: what the fuck am I doing? We really just need a community to come together, and when two or more gather in the name of new energy, it all just kind of unfolds naturally as it needs to. And then you can go do whatever you want — paint, drive, camp, hike. You don't need to make it into something.
[19:43] I don't need to make this into an organization so I have respect and followers and courses to sell. That's not what Yeshua did. He didn't form a religion or an organization. He found beautiful disciples who were downtrodden and thieves and this that and the other, and he said: hey, you know what I have to offer you? A lifetime of adventure with some messy messy friends. And that's what I have to offer all of you. If you came to our events, it's like: let's get on that sailboat and sail into the new energy era. We'll have some good food, we'll drink some good wine, we'll tell some good stories, we'll laugh, we'll cry, we'll laugh and cry together — we call that the laugh-cry. And we'll do it as often as we can. Life is really short.
[20:37] Whatever you're putting off — I mean, I work with people who are 70, 80, and they still think they have time. I wake up every day like I don't have time. I'm gonna say what I need to say. I'm gonna tell the person I love, I love them. I'm gonna tell someone when they've crossed a line: you need to back the fuck up.
PERSONAL HEALTH STORY — THE DOCTOR'S REALITY
[20:57] Last year I got sick. I've always had really good health, no matter how badly I have abused my body. I got sick. The doctor said: oh, you have abnormal cells and we need to do this that and the other. I'm not a big fan of going into the doctor's office reality — this is for entertainment purposes only, please seek the help of a medical professional. But I went to the doctor because I was like, there's something here, I'm actually having a physical symptom. And she was like, oh it's really bad, we got to operate, we got to do this, we got to do that. So we did that. And then I went back and she's like, oh I think it's moving, and so I was following this trail thinking: this doesn't make any sense, but this is what humans do. And I kept saying: God, when can I opt out of this? And God said: follow it a little bit further before we give it the Heisman.
[22:20] So I was following it and the symptoms started to get worse. After the last doctor's appointment where they instilled the fear of God in me, I was like: doctor's offices are just walking dysregulated nervous system places. Right before the trip I went and they were like panicking about this that and the other. I don't panic about stuff. I've been through hell and back — I've been in jail, I've been homeless, I don't talk to my family. I just don't panic. They're all panicking and I'm like, this is not an emergency. Who's your emergency contact? I said: it's Jesus or 9-1-1, you pick.
THE FRANCE TRIP — RENNES-LE-CHÂTEAU AND HEALING
[23:11] We went on the trip. In France we were in Toulouse and did the classroom work there — you have nothing to lose in Toulouse, it's a beautiful city in France, people are just stunning and friendly and it's just wonderful. And then from there we drove to Rennes-le-Château, which is one of my favorite places. I have a really special connection there. It has a beautiful Mary Magdalene Church that depicts the Magdalene with the skull, which is like a super sacred symbol to me and the Great White Brotherhood. The GWB that I work with — you have to die before you're born and you'll never see death again. We talked a lot about death in our materials and how death is the most unnatural thing in the world. We'll be posting those on our donor page.
[24:07] Rennes-le-Château also has the deep connection to Mary Magdalene, but also has the cosmic connection to the Hathors — and there are statues of the Hathors, which are a loving alien race, all over. And then Mont Bugarach, which Matthias went to — one of the men who came to our events. He held the space so lovingly, thank you so much. And every man who came to our events held the space so lovingly as divine masculine should. Thanks for showing the fuck up. I really appreciate you guys — you have no idea. It makes my job so much easier.
[25:09] I've been to this place many times but I took a group of 20 people and I didn't do any channeling or any tour guiding — it's just like: go have the experience, go have your unique experience. So I thought I would just sit there and hold space. I went into the Mary Magdalene Church and I've been in the church so many times, it's very familiar, it feels like home. But I sat down in the front row pew and I put my head down and I went somewhere else.
[25:46] I got out, and I was in excruciating pain. All the symptoms I had from what the doctor was saying — weird, scary — they were just heightened. So I sat in my favorite restaurant there and had two or three glasses of wine and cigarettes and a crème brûlée, because I was in pain. And the car ride from there to Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer is about three and a half hours — thank you Nancy for driving me. Sometimes I don't have the ability to drive. I had planned to drive, I rented my own car, and then Nancy stepped in because I can't always function all the time like that.
[26:29] There's always a stranger. On my birthday in Prague I went to see music alone and I met a beautiful gay man and I said it was my birthday and he took me out on the town — we're still friends. When your people fail you, God sends you strangers. But in this case I didn't need a stranger, I had Nancy. The car ride back was brutal, I was in so much pain, and I finally told everyone in the car everything I'd been going through — how weird and trippy it was, like a surreal reality, doctors' offices and this and that. And then I woke up the next morning and it was all gone. All the symptoms. I'll spare you the details. I just knew I was good.
RETURNING HOME — LOVE AS A GIVEN REALITY
[27:36] When I came home, I had a reality-bending experience. They had overcharged me — I don't have insurance, it's actually cheaper not to have insurance in some cases — but they had not given me my uninsured discount and they double charged me for something. So I was on the phone with the woman in the billing department. She said: oh yeah, we overcharged you, we're going to send your money back. But as she was talking, I felt the reality of me in that old reality experiencing that old reality — and then I felt me in the reality I am in now, which is the love-is-a-given reality. I've kind of been going back and forth, not fighting to stay in the love-as-a-given reality, and then back into the little limited suffering creepy reality.
[28:23] You flow back and forth. Someone came to an event, beautiful, and said: I'm not gonna suffer anymore, I'm taking this weight off my shoulders, throwing it on the ground. Every facilitator's dream. And it was so sincere, it wasn't an act, it was from here, from the heart, it was real. When you see real, the fake gets so animated — "I'm gonna do it this time." But anyhow, this person put their suffering down, and the thing is, it doesn't stay down. It comes back. And then it goes. Then you put it down again. It just gets easier to put down — instead of it being a heavy load, it's something on your shoulder you flick off. But I've been moving through these different realities.
[29:57] A lot of people think that once they take this suffering off and declare it done, it won't come back. It's always going to come back. You just get really good at saying: oh, there it is, I'm gonna set it back down again, without making it a drama. The ego makes things dramatic. The suffering's back — no problem, just put it back down. That's what I've learned over the years. The suffering will come and you say: not today buddy, maybe tomorrow, and you just put it back down. It's not a failure to have it come back. The only failure is in not recognizing it, and simply putting it back down again instead of making it a big deal.
[30:45] Anyhow, I was on the phone with the billing agent and the symptoms had gone. And the voice of knowingness came in and said: we don't have any of this anymore. And the doctor said it's moving, it's spreading — I'm like: it's not spreading, it's moving around until it makes its way out. The pain got really intense so we could highlight everything that needed to go. Healing and ending suffering is not linear. It gets really intense before — you have to look at it and see it, it's so big. And I could see this whole trajectory of having this disease and spending my life in and out of hospitals fighting it. And I said: God, if that's what you want me to do and there's something I need to do here, send me on in, I'll do it. Because I don't fight God anymore. And God said: no, we just needed to come in just to show you this.
[31:44] So I was on the phone with this woman and I was like: I don't need to ever go back to this doctor's office. This is not my reality. That was the other version of myself in there. There's also this fluid identity — the identity that got me in there is not the identity who's gonna get me out. Coming through this trip, I'm a new person, and this love-is-a-given reality — she's not sick. She just has a scratchy throat from telling too many stories and having too many glasses of wine. I love myself. I'm a mess sometimes.
TEACHING POINT 2 — SHAMBHALA, THE KINGDOM: LOVE AS A GIVEN REALITY
[32:50] So we're gonna get to the final thing, which is the love-is-a-given reality — which is Shambhala, the kingdom. And then I'm gonna extend this for YouTube members and for the donor series as well, but we'll finish in about 45 minutes here and then I'll extend it.
[33:14] When Nancy was driving me around, I was talking to her about how you start to feel like you're desensitized in this classic earth reality. Like you just don't have reactions to things you would only have had a reaction to before. You don't feel warm where you used to feel warm. Your relationship with your family changes and morphs. This desensitization of the human in classic earth reality is part of the re-sensitizing to Shambhala, the kingdom — love as a given reality. So things will start to feel cold here, and you find warmth in Shambhala, the kingdom reality.
[34:32] Shambhala is an overlay over earth, inhabited by the GWB — ascended masters who went above and beyond initial realization. It has nothing to do with the new earths that people are talking about on YouTube. It has nothing to do with the Ascended Masters Club. It's what Yeshua talked about, what Babaji talked about, and several other Eastern religions — Tibetan Buddhist, esoteric.
[35:04] Someone sent me a message — she didn't post it publicly so I won't say her name — but I wrote her something about what Nancy said, and she replied: "I've been thinking about what we wrote about yesterday. When I came back from France I had a strong sense of my heart still being held tight — like a part was still in protection mode. I know there is so much more opening of the heart to be experienced, but that flatness and emptiness we talked about also seems to be part of the process. It feels like that can be confused with having a closed heart. It's almost like love becomes impersonal and more cosmic — maybe because there isn't a point of focus. It feels like something is missing, or feels like my heart isn't fully open to love. Just feeling into the distinction and contradiction of these sensations."
[36:05] That's truly what all of our events are like. We get together and it's like exploring: what is this like? Not studying a book, not writing down steps, not creating another blog with big fancy words. We dove in to the messy messy goodness that is humanity and divinity combined. And then you go home and you go — it's crazy. I love my human friends, but when I got back I saw a couple of them and it felt so empty compared to what we all have together.
[36:40] There is an impersonality to love, but there is a personal nature to it too. For those of you who haven't given up hope of having a partner who can understand you and be with you in this life — I haven't. I'll never. If it doesn't happen, I've lived a life of love, joy, adventure — I didn't miss a fucking moment. If I got hit by a bus tomorrow. But I'm always open to the idea that there might be someone to share it with. The thing is, love can't exist between this identity and this identity. Love can't be given or received through these interactions between identities. I mean it's a form of love, but it feels very flat and empty when you've had the real thing. When you've had a real Coke you don't want a Diet Coke.
TEACHING POINT 3 — YOU CANNOT OWN THE LOVE / THE RED LION
[37:23] Shambhala the Kingdom is really love — new energy love — as a reality. You can enter and exit this reality, but you cannot grab it, contain it, own it, write about it, give it to somebody else, and then pull it back from somebody else when they behave badly.
[37:50] Let me make it a cartoon. Pocket Jesus and I are in Shambhala the Kingdom and the love is a given reality. I've had a few partners who've floated up to the top, experienced it with me, and then floated back down. And then I would chase them down. I learned not to do this about a hundred times before I figured it out — I'm a slow learner, I'm not gonna go claim I figured something out on a blog, that's for damn sure. I've experienced love and Shambhala and I'm in Shambhala every day. Along with meeting with all of you — hopefully my words are never important. Hanging out with me is just so I can put you there. It's your choice whether you want to stay there or not.
[39:19] But I followed them out, and as soon as I followed them out the love is gone and I'm destroyed — because the nature of me is very sensitive. I will never give it up. The reason I can sense and be in Shambhala is because of my oozing vulnerability, my oozing empathy, my oozing compassion, my ability to cry at the drop of a hat and laugh at myself and never take myself too seriously, and when I fuck up have a go: well, I'm sorry.
[40:01] Love can exist between two or more people when they're able to stay in that space and respect it, without trying to hold on to it. But what usually happens is someone has a taste of it and then they grab onto it, and they want to hold it — and then they're gonna start their own business and this is gonna happen and they're gonna make this into. If the identity is not in a fluid, immutable state — what we call the We-Go — it will hold on and try to bottle it and sell it. There's a great example of this: it was called the elixir in the Red Lion book. The guy murders a guy to get the elixir and sends himself into a karmic spiral. So often what happens — it's not happening so much anymore, 99% of the people who came did not do this — but you feel the love and then you want to bottle it and put it in your suitcase and run off with it. I've had this happen so many times. It's like a guy taking you out on a date, sleeping with you, and never calling you again.
[41:25] I put people in this space and I really have no desire to keep teaching online courses. I just want to meet in person. God's paying my bills, my other businesses are flourishing because God's expressing through me. I don't have to take clients I don't want. I can send a refund if someone's being a real bitch. God is taking care of that. So I got fuck-you money — and that's love. I don't have money so I can drive a Porsche — do not drive a Porsche, I drive a used Subaru with a cracked windshield, that's my lifestyle — but being in love is also being able to say fuck you to things that aren't love.
[42:05] Morya always put his hand on my back and infused it full of this true love that makes parental figures seem cold and creepy, and any kind of human sexual relationship seem really nasty to be honest. And Morya put his hand on my back and said: if it doesn't feel like this, it's a lie.
[42:33] Living in this world, having resources and energy is super important to being able to maintain this love, because you don't have to leave it and compromise yourself to get the scraps to barely survive. It allows you to never operate from scarcity again. Because when you operate from scarcity you create not-so-nice situations. But this love-as-a-given reality — you can still be in it if that suffering picks back up. All of you — you put it down and it ends up back on your shoulders — you say: no, I'm in this love-as-a-given reality, I take it out and I don't want to bottle it or steal it or own it or make it mine or put it in some written form and sell a course. You don't want to kill somebody to get the elixir and bottle it like in the Red Lion book. Because as soon as you try to grab it or hold it too tightly, you're back in a scarcity mindset.
[43:48] True abundance is being in the love-as-a-given reality at all times. You don't do anything from scarcity. You don't do anything from how-is-it-gonna-look. You don't do things to make money. I don't compromise myself to keep clients or donors. The more people leave — those in some kind of twistiness — the better the materials get. [missing]
CLASSIC EARTH RECEDING / SHAMBHALA BECOMING MORE REAL
[44:18] The way I see Shambhala the Kingdom is I'm in it all the time, eventually, and classic earth reality becomes less and less real and less and less accessible. My friendships and my — I don't talk to any of my family anymore, because they're alien to me — but it becomes less and less, and one day it just won't be there anymore. The most unnatural thing about human life is death. Death is not natural — it's a construct. We'll go really deeply into that in the donor series. We covered it in Germany at a surface level, but in Romania it was our opening. This is where we started: death is an illusion. And it's everything that Yeshua taught — he said, once you're in the kingdom, there is no death, there is no birth. It's your new life. [missing]
UPCOMING EVENTS AND PLANS
[45:22] I love you guys so dearly. I do hope you'll come to some of our events in August. [missing section] Morya has been on me to get to Ireland — there's something happening in Ireland. We have two kinds of events: ones where we suspend time and space, like we did in Germany and Cebu, and they're lovely. And then we have events where we have to anchor things on earth — they're a little bit more difficult on the body. Like when Gaia left in May 2025, we were there to anchor ourselves, anchor the new energy there so she could leave. She was sick and tired. And then in France, Yeshua and Mary Magdalene came to me and said: we need to anchor the age of Aquarius in this certain point in Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer, which is where the Marys — and myself as Sarah — where our sailboat landed after the crucifixion. Story time later.
[47:14] So we have two types of events: one that is grounding and working with earth grids, and a more community environment. And then the other ones are more about personal experience — the light body, enlightenment, what do you personally need. The Ireland event would be something grounding. And then I have a ticket to Italy in October with my flight credit. I want to go there for personal reasons, but there's also some potential for something else there.
[47:51] So basically that's all we do. We have our new Lightwave materials — I do those on YouTube for free. We have our donor series, which is the GWB stuff. We're going to have calls in August, meetings in August. It's really the GWB's project and I'm just the human doing it. And then we have our in-person events. Those are the three things we do — donor series, GWB which is growing and thriving thanks to you all, and our in-person events. The next new Lightwave will start sometime in the fall — I haven't been given an exact date. [missing section]
CLOSING — STAYING IN SHAMBHALA / SAMADHI
[49:03] Nothing is going to take me out of love-is-a-given reality. I have been drenched in it. I've been floating in Samadhi all night long. This morning I woke up about four, made my coffee, took my dogs out — and then I was like: Samadhi too hard, going back to bed. I'm not interrupting my Samadhi for anybody or anything. If someone wants to come meet me there, you're welcome. But I ain't going back down there. I spent ten years trying to get you guys out of there. I will toss one of those fire escape ladders off the balcony and you can climb up it into this love-is-a-given reality. But no good is gonna come from me going down that ladder to meet your identity's needs, which can't be met. The identity's needs are insatiable. [missing]
[50:45] Let's enter Shambhala the kingdom — that's my goal. When God put me on this earth this life, he said: I need to get five people to Shambhala the Kingdom. And I saw three people in our last event floating there and they weren't gonna come out of it. Three for sure. I only need two more. But in the meantime I'm gonna have fun, and I'm gonna drink wine in Italy, and I'm gonna attempt to drive a car on the wrong side of the road in Ireland. Throw caution to the wind. In Samadhi driving on the wrong side of the road with a Guinness — no, I'm kidding, I don't drink and drive. I do a lot of crazy shit but not that.
[51:41] All right. I'm gonna extend this and I will see you guys later. Thank you so much for being here and thanks for your patience while I was traveling around with so many beautiful beings. I love you dearly. It was amazing. Ursula and Nicole did the whole thing with us — and Roberta in France, when you are the co-hostess of the event you feel everything. Roberta was feeling everything, holding space since October. Way to go Roberta. Alice, oh my god, what a pair we are — we are gonna do that again. I've never laughed so hard in my life. You did so well. Ursula and Nicole, not only held space for the Germany event and did all the finance and the bills and the PayPals and who's gluten-free — you guys did so much more than that. Just fucking amazed at all of you. So thank you so much and I will see you guys soon.
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