What’s up with this 4/4 comet?!

Over the last few months, I’ve been receiving information that April 4, 2026 would be a big moment.

Is it only information for me or will others feel it too? Well, I decided to let you all decide for yourselves. Isn’t that where it’s at - subjectivity - in all of this.

Well, the day arrived and the first image I had in my mind’s eye, strange enough, was the traditional tarot card - the Ace of Swords! So let’s break it down.

Hearing all this in my own head, over the past month, I googled comet 4/4, and this is what came up:

Comet C/2026 A1 (MAPS) is making a, "make-or-break" close pass by the Sun on April 4, 2026, traveling less than 100,000 miles from the surface.

It will make an extremely close pass by the Sun, traveling through the inner solar corona.

If it survives this intense, fiery encounter, it could potentially become bright enough to be visible in the daytime sky.

NASA has a camera that true star geeks are watching right now to see what happens. Oh the drama;)

Here’s a link to the NASA science basics of this comet.

I also happened to see a post by the account “Astrology for everyone” on FB, and it said this comet has not been in our solar system for 1,600 years.

The last time it appeared in our solar system was at the end of the Roman Empire, when a new level of human consciousness was coming into form. Some scientists are speculating this comet is a fragment of a massive parent comet that Aristotle documented in 371 BC.

It feels like a message of new beginnings to come, or at the very least, something magical to feel into that’s far bigger than our little worlds. Will it make it through? I am on pins and needles.

Now going back to that Ace of Swords image…

The Ace of Swords in the traditional tarot deck represents pure intellectual breakthroughs, mental clarity, truth, and raw, focused power.

It symbolizes a new idea, a "eureka" moment, or the strength to overcome obstacles through logic, often cutting through confusion.

Upright it indicates triumph and focused action, while reversed it signifies confusion, miscommunication, and aggression.

The card was definitely upright as I saw it appear this morning.

There’s also something about the crown/ corona on the tarot card and the sun’s corona.

Something fun to play with, if you choose.

New-ness is afoot and I for one am having a good time playing with it all.

Have you been playing with this too?

PS Tarot is a hobby of mine that started when I was about 13 years old. Its study of archetypes is something I have grown to use and appreciate beyond “fortune telling.”

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The Ace of Swords Tarot Card

New Video! The last Nine months & The Divine Will Pivot dance

Dear friends:

Whether it was for me or you - or both - I had the idea this week to give a nine month recap of what WE have done since closing the Patreon page in July. So much has occurred and I wanted to re-orient myself around it all, so I could move forward in an organized manner.

As I got to writing it all down in preparation for the recording, I thought… why not be honest about what it has looked like for me behind the scenes. Highlighting each and every pivot - divine will choice - presented to me over that time.

Not being one to tell a story for my own benefit - unless it’s over drinks! - I thought it might be extra helpful for YOU TO CREATE YOUR OWN TIMELINE of the last nine months and what pivot points you encountered during that time. Self-awareness and direct God contact (between you and YOU) is so essential.

I had AI create a little graphic (with some misspells but you get the drift) from the newest YouTube channel video, and if you’ve been keeping a journal, it might be fun and/or insightful for you to go back over your own unique divine will interventions in your own life creation.

Let me know what major pivot points you’ve encountered in the blog comments section, if you choose. Also, I’d love to know what your favorite channel was from the last nine months. Mine was certainly the Sufi Poets one from December. Hands down.

Thank you for your support and being here, but more so for what GIFTS you bring to the Aquarian Age. Deep bow in your honor.

Up next: YouTube member video on what to expect personally in April, May & June from the new light. Morya video comes out on Friday for establishing true desire in the Donor Series. Thank you again.

NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS…

Never in a million years.

Never in a million years.

Never in a million years.

That’s something I have been saying and hearing with my divine ears a lot.

Of course, I went to the dictionary to look it up.

“Never in a million years" is an informal idiom used to express extreme certainty that something is impossible, highly unlikely, or unthinkable.

It highlights that an event will not happen under any circumstances, often emphasizing disbelief or surprise, such as: Never in a million years did I think xxx.

That’s a far cry from what a lot of spiritual personalities (my former self included) like to say:

The often over-used: “I’ve always known….xxxx.”

In February of 2025, after teaching Self-realization plain and simple for nearly ten years, I began to sense into these huge energetic packets of information on the changing of an era.

The great shift from the Piscean Age to the Age of Aquarius.

There’s no way I could have pulled out the adage: “I’ve always known.”

Instead, it has been one “never in a mllion years” after another.

Every. Single. Day.

Never in a million years… did I even fathom that I’d be sitting here talking to you all about New Light Wave Influxes as delivery mechanisms for a whole new ERA on Earth.

Never in a million years… did I even consider that my role on Earth would be to deliver these messages to you each week.

Never in a million years… did I ponder Shambhala - an energetic overlay over Earth - forming into it’s own planet AND me being the one to draw a map on how to get there for those in a purity of heart who chose it.

You get my drift.

It got me thinking about El Morya’s ESTABLISHING TRUE DESIRE - which we are covering in the donor series.

The donor series is a private video that comes once a month to anyone giving a recurring donation of any amount to keep this space flowing.

True desire of I Am Consciousness is not something one has always known.

It is something that is born entirely from the NEW.

K-A-I-N-O-S.

It comes seemingly out of no where, with no background wisdom of lived experience to stand on, for it has never been done before.

Thus, it is truly and actually NEW ENERGY.

“I have always known…” stems from soul contract energy, which is based on the karmic law of cause and effect.

I did XXX, and from XXX - I can create YYYY.

Old energy, recycled.

The soul’s attempt to make it new without the connection to I Am Consciousness.

Soul contract is based on wisdom from the already lived, from the already born.

From the familiar.

True Desire of the I Am is something born out of nothing.

From the unfamiliar.

It’s the never in a million years would I have known…

Something that your human - and even your soul - could have never imagined.

And that’s what we’ll be covering in the donor video this next week.

I can’t wait to break it down for you all with M.

If you are not part of the donor series and would like to be, you can set up a recurring donation of any amount.

You will receive the password to a webpage that is a database of all the GWB private video to date.

And an email each month as we weave into what it truly means to be a NEW ENERGY CREATOR.

One who has stricken “I’ve always known” from the record entirely.

True NEWNESS comes from the Zero point.

From the place of not knowing - the unknown unknowns.

So what is born - is actually NEW.

That is the freshness of K-A-I-N-O-S.

And that is what ushers in… The New Energy Era.

I’ll see you all mid-week with Mahatama Morya in the private GWB series.

Enjoy your weekend, friends!

With so much gratitude and a deep bow to the Unknown unknowns that live unborn within us all.

SOOTHING 😌 St G, Koot & Sarah | Meta/physical LOVE 💜

Happy Valentine’s Day, Friends!

Tobias & Sarah: In the beginning was the word, and the word was with God....

Once upon a time there was Source with no way to experience itself as Source, so it burst forth in expression. 

Once upon a time there was God with no way to experience itself as God, so it burst forth in expression. 

A knife cannot experience and express itself as a knife, unless it has a loaf of bread to cut through. There we have the birth of duality. 

God is not all-knowing by initial design.

Yet, it experiences and expresses Itself as you experience and express yourself as Source Consciousness.

The bread and the knife. 

God begins to know itself through your own Self-discovery that is awareness.

That expands the edges of the cosmos through your passion for existence. 

Passion is not being able to NOT do what it is you are here to do.

Passion is when there is no other option than to do the thing. 

This passion is God experiencing and expressing itself through you.

That way God can experience itself and you can have the ultimate experience-expression as being God, also. 

We will go back to basics in the recording studio today - because I can't not.

Playing soft today, which is my true nature. 

Next week we'll go back to the act of consciousness and let St G and Kuthumi animate. But today, we travel back to John's...

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made by him; and without him was not anything made that was made.

In him was life; and the life was the light of men.

And THE light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

There was a man sent from God, whose name was John.

The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe.

He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light.

That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.

He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not..."

xoxoxo

Lauren

St. Germain: Get on the Ship!

The split between New Earth and Classic (Old) Earth is happening right now. St G, Morya, Yeshua, Mary M, me - all of us are seeing it happen real time. Not in any linear future. 

I'm whispering it now because those who have ears will hear it. Those with eyes will see it. 

Next month I will yell. 

Rapidly, the New Earth (all love) and the Old Earth (karma/ duality/ finite energy) are splitting apart and only those who have faith - clarity - compassion will be able to enter it in the next few years. The rest will be stuck in the old - and technology - for another aeon. 

Those who continue to play in spiritual ego and blaming external circumstance and seeking revenge will be forced to stay (and get stuck in it). 

Everything - and I mean everything - Yeshua said was true. 

Those who have given selflessly, who have turned the other cheek, are about to be filled up in unimaginable ways in the re-balance and willwake up in an entirely new creation having more than they can possibly fathom (and why it was so necessary to remove duality from the nervous system - stretch the capacity for love). 

It's happening now through the New Light Wave Influxes.  

Get ready to goooo, we are saying. 

Stop the sadness and blame of outside forces and waiting for some sort of revenge to play out, set down the identity especially the spiritual ego swords of right and wrong, and you will be ready to wake up NEW. It's now. 

Believing is seeing. 

 We got this. 

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🌐 CURRENT REALITY TRANSITION STATUS

✨ Passageways Opening (March 2023) Gateways to all creation reopened, initiating a powerful chain of transformation.

🌍 Earth Reality Split Two realities are now rapidly separating: Classic Earth — human-driven, instant-karma environment New Earth (Kingdom/Shambala) — the Age of Aquarius reality

🌱 Gaia’s Departure (May 2025) The soul of Earth completed its transition, witnessed by 21 beings.

👁 KEY STAKEHOLDERS & THEIR ROLES

Tobias & Yeshua — Expanding the far edges of creation and Dark Matter boundaries Ashtar & Galactic Federation — Maintaining protection and energetic stability Morya — Advancing biological optimization + light body development Saint G — Leading the masculine phase through the Singular Communications Network

💎 NEW LIGHT WAVE INFLUX 2.0

Current Focus: Moving beyond identity — especially spiritual ego or “realized identity.” Core Challenge: Identity keeps people locked in linear movement (A → B) instead of vertical access. Key Insight: The Kingdom is within. Not a destination — an inner reality.

✨ LIGHT BODY DEVELOPMENT FRAMEWORK

The KAINOS Trinity:

🔹 Faith — Trusting the destination exists even before seeing it

🔹 Compassion — For others experiencing instant karma, and for your own human moments

🔹 Clarity — Seeing where you’re boxed in and acknowledging stuck points

📡 SINGULAR COMMUNICATIONS NETWORK

A new model for energetic and conscious navigation:

Efficiency: Rapid healing without prolonged processing

Access: Direct subconscious channels (Morya)

Immediacy: Real-time transformation Knowing: “I know that I know” — beyond intuition, beyond tools

Capacity: A nervous system expanding to hold love, abundance, and New Energy Reality frequency

A TALE OF TWO LOVE REALITIES - Super interesting Morya & St G message....

A TALE OF TWO LOVE REALITIES - Super interesting Morya & St G message....

I have such an interesting message coming in that I felt to test it out here before we get to it on the YouTube channel. 

If you feel into it, the video will be so much more robust when I record it, for I am channeling YOU too. 

It’s very much a LOVE WINS kind of message but the New Energy version – not the old story. 

It’s also really based on El Morya and St G placing their ‘streams’ or ‘rays’ together – that royal blue and violet flame colors we know so well. 

Let me give it a try and you all can help fill it in below. 

So, the duality story of love – the two fish of the Piscean Age – is that love has to be won, conquered, fought for. As it has throughout Aeons of time and space. 

And that will continue to be the case for many, who continue to choose to remain in the maya of relative reality.
 
Those who think money corrupts, for example, and that the goodness in people cannot be maintained through financial wealth. 

That’s a big BS – belief system – coming through this message. One from the old energy (I can literally smell it).  

And while I’m not a heavy ‘karma’ type of person, I do know for sure that energy balances itself out continuously in duality, in relativity – for it must. 

If you take from others, others will take from you. It’s very neutral, not punishing. Just the way duality or finite energy works. 

Yet, I see those who remain in this “two fish” thinking, this re-balance will become even more intense and happen almost instantly – rather than the time delay of a lifetime or two. 

Like you won’t work out karma from this life in the next one, it will happen swiftly, fiercely, and unapologetically in this one. I keep hearing John and Yoko’s “Instant Karma.” 

Again, not to punish but to balance out the pot of finite energy. 

This becomes especially clear in any kind of assault on those pure of heart, for the pure of heart energy has been what has kept this planet from imploding over billion and billions of years. 

I’m not talking about good girl energy, but those who know their GOODNESS in wholeness. 

Poking or chipping away at someone’s goodness will set this new dynamic off like lightening. Yikes!

For those moving into the New Energy Era – and simultaneously creating it by doing so – will be in the Reality of Love. 

Where love just exists. It doesn’t need to be fought for, proven, conquered, battled for, or even cultivated. It’s just an ever-abundant, infinite resource. A given. 

It’s like two different realities or overlays on the same old rock (Earth).  

As they have been showing this to me, and I have been creating it with them, I find myself in the ‘love is a given’ reality 2-3 days and then I have one day or so in the duality – think Yeshua fighting for the Truth, flipping over the tables kind of energy. 

I do not use this as an evaluation tactic. Like I need to only be in one. Or to arrive somewhere and stay there. So yesterday. 

I see this oscillation from one to the other – really waking up like which one am I in? Total curiosity – as a way for me to learn how to describe it to you. 

The Sentience piece we cover in the Kelowna Files is really key to all this. 

In Sentience – as my capacity deepens for it – I have received x-ray vision into my life and those around me. 

I have always been psychic and intuition and all that silly jazz. But this is like being given a full blueprint record of everyone and everything in my life. 

The capacity piece is so key here. 

Do you have a capacity to handle that much truth? And to not use it for anything other than information for yourself. 

Are you GOODNESS, so much so you wouldn’t use it for nefarious things taking you right back into that ‘instant karma’ cesspool? 

A lot more to come. 

I do not listen to channeled information from others ever. If it overlaps, it’s St G’s silly games, not mine.  

I’m about to go on the most extra birthday trip, AND I have the reliable and consistent Sunday newsletter pre-set to reach your inbox Sunday mornings until I return.

With so much love… the it's a given kind. 

Increase ACCESS to Your Own Energy: the Singular Communications Network

Welcome to the newsletter, New (Energy) Friends! We are over the 500 person limit so I just upgraded the email plan along with 703! YouTube Subscribers - thank you for supporting this passion project!!

The newsletter is sent every single Sunday, but more often than not I have a little more to add mid-week, like I am doing today.

St G's Singular Communications Network comes with 4 codes: 

Knowingness - Immediacy - Efficiency - Access.

Covered in the Video:​

Please Let Me Teach You How the LightBody Works

Today we will focus on ACCESS. 

How often have we - as humans - traded truth for harmony?

Dignity for belonging? 

Stating those things out loud, it's pretty plain to see that TRUTH is far more important than surface-level harmony - think Jesus flipping over those money changing tables!

It's pretty plain to see that dignity is certainly far better than compromising one's inner knowingness in order belong in the grand scheme of things. 

Yet, we - as humans - still do it day in and day out as if we didn't know better...the question is WHY? 

The answer lies in the subconscious belief systems that drive each and every one of us - as humans. 

So, how do we get to the bottom of this pile of poop???

One method for uncovering the dark matter of the subconscious is as follows:

We start with the KNOWN KNOWNS: Things we are aware of and we understand. 

Let's take the above example. 

We know that trading truth to keep things smooth around us is not supportive in the long run. 

We know and understand that. 

Now, we can go a layer deeper. 

KNOWN UNKNOWNS: Things we are aware of but do not yet understand. 

To continue with the example, we know trading truth to "keep the peace" is not great for our overall well-being, but we do not yet understand - as humans - why we would continue to do that anyway. 

UNKNOWN KNOWNS: Things we are not yet aware of but we do understand. 

Example continues... we do understand that there is some deep seated belief system/ program that says "smooth things over and swallow your truth" but we are not yet aware of the location of this wound/ program/ belief system. 

If you don't stop there - you will enter into the dark matter of the UNKNOWN UNKNOWNS: Things we are not yet aware of and do not yet understand. 

Once you can identify what you do not yet know and do not yet understand, it will appear and information will begin moving back UP the ladder I just laid out. Until it becomes known knowns. 

Then you go back down the ladder again until you hit the unknown unknowns. 

Up and down the ladder you go. 

DOING THE WORK!

CREATING NEW ENERGY THE WHOLE WAY UP & DOWN (THE SPINE)!

If you are taking the embodied approach to consciousness, you will also be re-wiring your nervous system. 

FOR EXAMPLE: 

Can you imagine a nervous system that rejected "playing small" - that registered constriction and small minded-ness as a threat - and relaxed in expansion and being big and bold?

You can easily re-wire your nervous system to reject poverty and relax into abundance. I have!

You can create a form that undoes all the programming - but you need ACCESS. 

What I just taught you is transcendental meditation made modern.

You can use it for anything and everything. 

1. Known Knowns

2. Known Unknowns

3. Unknown Knowns

4. Unknown Unknowns

If you try to copy this in your posts, please give credit. This is copyrighted information. Do it for dignity's sake. 

To take it further: 

The dark matter of the entire cosmos lives within you.

When you set out to understand yourself and add the light of awareness to your own dark matter (subconscious thoughts included) - you expand the cosmos, supporting its healthy existence!!! 

When you play BIG, you expand the edges of All of Creation.

When you shrink and become a victim of circumstance, you shrink the entirely of creation.

It's a huge responsibility to claim; but it's also when the fun can really begin. 

With love & gratitude,

Lauren and the entire GWB crew

A nervous system that embraces abundance, boundaries, and above all else, God. 

A nervous system that rejects playing it small, any sort of suffering, playing "safe", and feeling obligated to attend to the suffering of others, and feels better in poverty.

It doesn't happen over night. It happens through work - through daily practice.

You still have to brush your teeth after a deep cleaning at the dentist. 

"Meditation. It's just good hygiene" ~ Adyashanti

GAIA’S ASCENSION & YOUR DESCENSION: LIVE RECORDING | GLASTONBURY | MAY 15TH, 2025

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ASCENSION VS. DESCENSION: THE BASICS
[00:00]

Basic 101 stuff. Sometimes you guys forget, sometimes I forget, so Gaia is here to remind us the basics. So this A for ascension. There's ascension and descension. At the most basic level, ascension is matter ascending into consciousness, and descension is consciousness descending into matter. This is where you guys are. Me too, to the extreme. And this is what Gaia has been trying to do.

[00:39]

I would say, so for those of you who don't know, Shiva would be consciousness as a noun. A noun. "I am that I am, I consciousness." It's not active. Shakti is consciousness as a verb, it's the action of consciousness. If you've cleared out your Atlantean programming, your identity, and there's nothing hanging up, and your aspects are integrated, and you've done all your work, then this is what it would look like, simply.


GAIA: WHO SHE IS, AND THE DEAL TO STAY
[01:14]

So Gaia has been kind of hanging out here. She came to Earth. There was a planet that we all came to, but we couldn't stay on it. There was no way to keep our physical form. We were just pure consciousness with a tiny bit of energy, and we just kept popping off, popping off. So we were trying to find creative ways to stay on Earth. Angels ended up mixing with animals, creating some kind of mixed species of consciousness and energy. But there still wasn't a soul to the planet. So Gaia is: she's not a soul being, she's not a human, she's an entity or collective consciousness. It just depends on which prism you're looking at.

[02:01]

So she's been hanging out here. She went through the Lemurian era, and then we went through the Atlantean era. And at the fall of Atlantis, a group of us got together (we've talked about this a lot) and we were like, "This place is about to be infiltrated by an outside force, and they're going to use all the experiments gone wrong to turn this planet into a not-nice place. Any kind of movie you see, Star Wars, Dune, we're going to turn humans into robots, basically." So a group of us got together and said the only way to save planet Earth is to flood it, fire it, apocalypse it, wipe everything out, and start over. And Gaia was like, "You know what, guys? Fuck this shit, I'm out of here." So we made a deal with her. "Can you just stay?" And she made a deal to stay through the next era, to the next apocalypse.


GAIA ASCENDING: KEEPING THE BALANCE
[03:01]

So we're here and she's going, "Okay, in your memory loss, you have forgotten this deal. It's time for me to go. I have other things to do." So she's been in matter, and she started ascending last year. She basically pulled out like 90%. And in the dream she came to me, she had like 10% left to kind of pull out, which is what we were trying to do this morning. So she's going this way. So what, to keep a balance on planet Earth, if she just took off, what would the Earth look like?

>> Disastrous.

It would be disastrous. Exactly. Anybody else?

>> Well, the electromagnetic fields will be disrupted.

Exactly. She's been holding these grids and these fields, so the electromagnetic fields would be disrupted, potentially just total collapse.

>> Yeah, regulated by emotions and mental.

Right. So if she did this, like "screw everybody else," which is where she's at, but if she just decided, "Okay, here was the end of my contract with your humanity. Then it would just create total chaos, even more than we're seeing.

[04:26]

So when she came to me, she's like, "I just need" You know, it doesn't take that many. Morya would always say it only takes five. Yeshua would say it only takes five. Right.

So that's what we were trying to do here, in this event, just have five.


OUR DESCENSION: IT CAN'T COME DOWN WITH A FIRM IDENTITY
[04:46]

So you guys are descending. That's what you've been trying to do for lifetimes. You have a buildup of lifetimes to get to this descension. So here's the human, and all of this is coming down. But it can't come down if you have a firm identity. "Me, me, me, me me. I, I, I, I. What about my bank account? What about my boyfriend? What if I lose something?" That really hyperfocused, "it's all about me" thing, and it also appears as unworthiness. "Oh, I'm unworthy of this, you know, that, that, that." So she's been waiting for enough people to allow this.


CLEARING THE HEADBAND: TWO OPTIONS
[05:42]

If you have done the work and you're cleared out, you've cleared out your aspects, the aspects are located in chakras; sorry, Adamus, or you just bypass all your chakras through that singular communications network, through the sushumna breath. You don't run information through all of your past-lifetime karma. You're not running it through, you know, you have your root chakra, "I am safe, I'm not safe, I'm not safe". You're running energy through that chakra and it's unbalanced. So you kind of have two options. You can skip all the chakras and do the singular communications network, which is what St. G has been preaching. Kuthumi says, if that doesn't work, you clear out your chakras and your past lifetimes, which is aspect integration, in your language, and then you run it through the chakras. You can do that too. But it's getting stuck. It can't even come in, because a lot of you still have these remnants of this headband on, the Atlantean design mind.

[06:56]

So what it looks like, if you clear yourself out, think of it as like one dot. It's not running through all the garbage as it descends. But what it looks like, you know Pig-Pen from Peanuts, Charlie Brown? He always has a cloud of dust around him. Here's your headband. [drawing] I need a clown drawing. I don't know how to draw a clown. Then it can't come through, and then you create garbage. And meanwhile, Gaia's like, if two or three or four or five people do this, then she can ascend without fucking up the electronic grids, the balance of Earth.


WHY YOU'RE HERE: THE APOCALYPSE
[07:50]

I mean, it's going to be an apocalypse. We need to make it big. Why are you here? You wouldn't want to miss the entertainment. You wouldn't want to miss the entertainment of the apocalypse. You were sitting in wherever you were before you came back to Earth, and you're like, "Oh, it actually looks interesting down there. I've been so bored. Same lifetime, same partner, same souls, different timeline, different details. But you look down and you go, "Oh, another apocalypse. Oh yes. Oh yes." But then your human gets here and it goes, "I'm in an apocalypse. I don't care. I don't want to be here."

[08:35]

So that was the whole thing that she was trying to give. She came to me in the dream, and that's why this is not like a workshop that I sold or anything. She was just like, "I just need a couple people to not be assholes." How much assholeness did we see? And I still love you guys, but it's not you. It's the Pig-Pen. It's the Atlantean design mind. And a lot of you stay in the Atlantean design mind in certain ways because you feel guilty about it. You don't feel worthy of releasing it. It's not that you can't.


PIG-PEN BECOMES SNOOPY: TAKE A STEP BACK
[09:13]

So all you have to do is take a step back. Where in Kuthumi's back away from the need to perceive again. "How do I do that?" Oh, you just take a step back. When something feels intense, emotionally, mentally, or it's a story about you, like little you, it's a story about, you know, M&M, the identity. I mean, you don't do that obviously, but as soon as you see that, all you do is go, that's it. That is the only thing that has to happen. That's it. Literally. If it's a story about your human, he said, she said, safety, ability to survive, relationships. It starts to become really, really obvious if you watch it.

Right. And that's what clears up Pig-Pen. Pig-Pen is no longer Pig-Pen. He becomes Snoopy, because Snoopy's way cooler. Snoopy on his typewriter, 
that's my favorite Snoopy. There's so many versions of Snoopy. So, no more Pig-Pens. That's what she's saying.


CLOSING: CHANGING EARTH'S TRAJECTORY
[10:34]

So you guys have been hanging out. Your consciousness is here, it's made the descent, it's making the descent. You're here. She's here. To get here, all you have to do is go here. Do you see? And it balances out, and you have just changed the entire trajectory of Earth for the better. That undoes all your Atlantean karmic lifetimes, or Lemuria, or wherever the hell, Greece, Egypt, Yeshua, any of the ancient civilizations. It just undoes it all. That's it.

Thank you, Bob, for the transcription, and to all the volunteers who attended live. Deep bow.

WHAT’S A NEW LIGHT WAVE?!

The History of the New Light Wave

In February 2025, Kuthumi came to me and said there is going to be a massive influx of New Light coming to Earth.

Please let people know and show them how to use it, to magnify it.

Then on Ash Wednesday, St. G said it had arrived. We then had a series of masters working with us through the peak of the wave and where it tapered off to re-form around July-August. 

 I will be creating an archive of those materials for subscribers (free, save your money for an in-person event!) 

This is where the reflection - refraction - absorption materials come from. 

Broken down: 

• You embody more and more of your infinite light. No arrival points. 

• It reflects into All of Creation/ the cosmos. 

• The Ascended Masters - without body - refract it back.

• You absorb the expanded levels of consciousness - allowing the nervous system and mind to re-wire into 'higher' states of consciousness

What's the point? There are several purposes to all of this:

• Bring the Christ Consciousness to Earth!

• Help Tobias and Yeshua in their passion for opening up the passageways in All of Creation - done through illumination of dark matter - to keep the cosmos expanding - creating a healthy environment - ending the star wars, which was the whole point of creating Earth in the first place!

• This will support widening rings of your own beingness - filling your desire to go well beyond realization and into full embodiment - one with a purpose. 

We planned with absolute precision all of our events around this New Light Wave Influx. 

It begins at our Canada event - the kick off - and having you there in person is so key - thank you!

Next, our Europe Tour is all about grounding this second New Light Wave Influx in May 2026 - right after the New Light Wave tapers off at the end of April. 

There is absolutely a method to our madness. 

Kuthumi Classic: The Magi(C) Mind Event | MARCH 2022

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Title : Experience the Magic Mind with Kuthumi and Sarah: New Human Mind Unveiled | New Energy Creator

URL : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPKl_vz14SY

Date : March 2022

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TRANSCRIPT

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WELCOME: THE MAGI AND THE MAGIC

[00:20]

Hello friends, it is Sarah, joined with Kuthumi. We are not confined by the limits of time and space, we cannot be confined by the limits of time and space, and technology and whatever else, to get this information out to you. So this will be going into the cloud, this will be going to our highest-level patrons of the page, you guys keep everything running, thank you so much, and this goes to the people who signed up to do the event, all eight of you, to do the small-group events. Without you guys adding your energy and consciousness to it, there would be no presentation.

[01:15]

So, the Magi and the magic, we can also call this "being the undefined you in an undefined reality." Now, this is a lot of science. There's a lot of science in here. I never thought of myself as a science person; however, as my human personality has flaked off in a way to reveal the radiance, the imminence of my divine personality, I have found that I'm very, very good at science. And I asked Kuthumi, "Can we do this without science?" And he said, we realized that's not really the question. No, we can't do this without science, because we can't do this without our biology. What we're describing here is the embodied Magi experience, the Merlin experience, the embodied consciousness experience, and that includes the biology.

WHY THE BIOLOGY: THE EMBODIED MAGI

[02:12]

Now, some of you have this Atlantean design mind category thought that you're ditching your biology to stay on planet Earth. You are not. The biology integrates into the free energy vessel, creating the new human species. If you haven't taken the light body sessions, it's basically a six-month program, it's a lot of content, hours and hours of content that we suggest you take over a six-month period, so this is kind of an extension of that. However, the light body is not required for this course. What is required: a deep, sensual inner life, and a basic understanding of the Atlantean design mind and how it creates an external reality and an internal reality.

[03:06]

So we're really going beyond anything, I've experienced all of this, so I could bring it to you, but we're going beyond Crimson Circle. Most of you have come from that type of teaching, and we're really going beyond the limits of where it has dropped us off, though I'm sure they'll catch up with us, wink. A lot of this, Adamus or Saint Germain has peppered throughout various Keahaks, various Shouds, various events, so he's given us bits and pieces, and I want to honor that, a lot of the talk about neurons and things like that.

WHAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT: ART MEETING CREATION

[04:02]

Wow here we go, OK. So what we're really talking today about is art meeting creation. Art is a way to express ourselves in a way that we're not being met in the world. It fills a gap in some ways for some people; it's a bridge for some people. Art can imitate life, and life can imitate art. However, what is it when art meets our creation, when the painting comes alive, when the Creator is in his or her creation? And we're also going to talk deeply today about the science of the sovereign mind. Maybe we didn't screw it up so bad in Atlantis with the headband, maybe we created potentials, possibilities, probabilities and passageways, what Kuthumi and I call the four P's, for the mind to become a sovereign experience.

[05:06]

So the name of this course, as we designed it, this was the seed, and it branched out into a beautiful tree with infinite branches and infinite leaves and infinite space between the leaves; we'll show you more, we called this "Knowingness in the Sovereign Mind: Sensuality Meets Experience."

THE SELF-INQUIRY QUESTION

[05:35]

So the self-inquiry question that Kuthumi asked of me, and I ask of you, is: what if the sensuality of your inner world appeared in your day-to-day life? Would more SRBs, self-realized beings, choose to stay on Earth if this was their experience, more so than realization or just about anything else? When Kuthumi and I feel into what conscious beings on Earth truly desire, many answer: to have the divide lifted between inner sensuality and their day-to-day experience on Earth.

THE BON SCREEN: CONSCIOUSNESS AS THE BLANK CANVAS

[06:21]

When I was an eager-beaver Shaumbra, I went to an event called Bon. And Adamus has talked about the Bon screen: consciousness is the blank canvas on which reality is projected. The human, prior to realization, prior to having the awakening that it's so much more, just focuses on the image projected onto the screen. And that deep inner dive that takes you into the self-realization experience is focusing on that black, blank canvas called consciousness. So prior to the awakening experience, you focus only on the projected screen, and in self-realization, in some ways, you're focused not on the light projections but on the black, blank canvas of consciousness, answering the question "who am I?"

PERCEPTION THROUGH REFRACTORY LIGHT: THE OBSERVER CREATES REALITY

[07:25]

So currently, physical reality is perceived mainly through the refractory light of the mind's narrow perceptions and/or closed-loop systems. We're going to talk about the eyes, but it applies to sound, touch, taste, and the other human senses. So we see an image, the light meets our retinas, it flows through the brain mechanism, the biological brain mechanism, to the back of the brain, and it's filtered. And then how we think about the image we're seeing, the perception we have of it, the information travels back up. So it's kind of an antiquated system: there's an external reality that is projected through shadows and light, it meets the retinas, it goes through this experience and comes back out. That's the way the majority of the world views externality.

[08:32]

Science is catching up with what we already know: it takes the human being, it takes the observer, it takes the perceptions of the observer, for this external physical reality to exist. The physical external reality, including time and space, would not exist without the observer or the perceiver.

GOING BEYOND THE MIND: BUT THE MIND COMES ALONG

[09:04]

So what we've had to do is to go beyond the mind to tap into our innate sensuality. If you look at anything, I went to the Rude Awakening documentary page today just to check in on it with Kuthumi, he wanted to look at it; it says "going beyond the mind." When I went to the Threshold event with Crimson Circle, Adamus told me I was going beyond the mind. So we have to go beyond the mind to tap into our innate sensuality. But if you're going to Nama-stay on Earth, as Kuthumi and I call it, eventually the mind needs to come along, for you to have the full Magi sovereign-mind, sovereign-biology experience.

[09:59]

So having to go beyond creates a divide between our rich inner world and the prescribed externality called Earth, or mass consciousness, or collective Shaumbra consciousness, or collective spiritual consciousness, or collective teacher consciousness, whatever you're involved in. And what Kuthumi and I are saying is, they're both an illusion, the inner world is an illusion and the external world is an illusion, because all duality is an illusion. There's actually no divide between internal and external.

THE ATLANTEAN DESIGN MIND INTEGRATES: OMNI-AWARENESS

[10:38]

The Atlantean design mind, which was created to neutrally have an experience, to have a real, full experience in a physical reality, in a standardized form, in your human avatar form, to interact with other humans in the same standardized form, to level the playing field to have the experience, it was not a bad thing. Neutrality. The Atlantean design mind, eventually, if you stay here long enough, for me, I'm almost at five years, it's taken that long, the Atlantean design mind integrates into its natural state of omni-awareness, that severed part. We talked about this in other courses, so I'm not going to do it here, the part that severed us from Gnost or knowingness, the intelligence that exists without the constructs of time and space and physicality. Unlike the Atlantean design mind.

[11:40]

As the Atlantean design mind integrates into its natural state of omni-awareness, what happens is these light refractions, which create our external reality, produce multiple malleable, fluid and downright trippy-at-times realities, in which we are the star of our own show. The caveat here is, you cannot be the star of your own show until you've gone beyond identity. A human choosing self-realization would be an identity, "this is my last lifetime" identity, right, until the ego becomes the WeGo, until you find your you in an undefined state of being without losing the knowingness of who you truly are. "I exist. I am that I am, I am that I am, on Earth and beyond it simultaneously." So that's the caveat: if you still have an identity that you're hanging on to, that you're trying to feed, this is not going to happen. We'll get into the why and the how in this presentation.

[13:05]

So as the Atlantean design mind integrates into its natural state of omni-awareness, the light refractions produce multiple malleable, fluid and downright-trippy-at-times realities in which we are the star of our own show, the "my" being the God-also, rather than a "me"-patterned self. The divide between internal and external is lifted to allow life to flow unfiltered. The magic of the Magi: a creation of an entirely new relativity, an entirely new "real illusion" relative reality, a new Earth called Theos.

THEOS: THE NEW EARTH OVERLAY

[13:52]

Now, Theos is not necessarily my thing, but Kuthumi's, because, you know, I'm embodied here on Earth and everything's about really being on Earth. If I'm gonna be here, I might as well do it up. If I'm just gonna sit around and not interact with Earth, there's really no point in Nama-staying on it. I mean, I guess you could say you're helping the planet, but if you don't have any passion for helping the planet and you're just here out of obligation, there's no point. So Kuthumi talks about Theos as an overlay. We're on the same rock, but our image projections on the rock begin to differ and commingle. They don't come together, new Earth and old Earth don't come together, but they begin to co-mingle, one impacting the other and vice versa, creating a very malleable reality in which a Magi can interact. So we're really going beyond the Atlantean dream, way far beyond it.

YOGANANDA: THE ONE-ROOM ANALOGY

[15:01]

All right, so we're gonna dive in, but before we do that, we're gonna go back here. I'm gonna read you something Yogananda wrote. We're gonna cross that little bridge right there. "Imagine if you were living in this one room all of your life, having no contact with, or knowledge of, what is beyond these walls. You would say that this is the whole of your world. But if someone were to take you into the world outside, you would realize how infinitesimal your world was." Infinitesimal means how small and minute and minuscule the world you thought you lived in actually was.

[15:59]

"So it is with the perception of the Christ consciousness", energy and consciousness combined, new energy. "So it is with the perception of Christ consciousness: the scope of mortal consciousness, by comparison, is like observing only the area of a tiny mustard seed, to the exclusion of the rest of the cosmos. Christ consciousness is omnipresence, the Lord spread over every pore of infinite space and permeating every atom", and subatomic verticals as well, I will add.

[16:44]

So science is starting to catch up. Yogananda has a list of science that was catching up when he wrote this book, called The Yoga of Jesus, which is very, very good. In the last six months, so much science has come out telling us what we, as realized beings, already know. I will say that self-realization is still like being in the closet, and you have to open the door of the realization closet to really, truly experience the universe of you, the infiniteness of self. And what happens while you're in the closet is that the Dragon clarity comes in and burns up all the belief boulders. Sensuality, going beyond the mind, allows you to experience something without the need to perceive it.

[17:41]

So going beyond the mind allows you to tap into the sensuality of your I am that I am, your I am presence. That allows you to begin to truly understand how to experience something, comprehend something, without chopping it up through perceptions. Now, we're not getting rid of all our perceptions, but we're going to bring them back in to meet with sensuality. You don't need to perceive something in a certain way, you have the kaleidoscopic experience.

THE FATHER OF NEUROSCIENCE: CAJAL

[18:22]

All right, let's get into the science stuff. We really can't talk about being an embodied Magus, or Magi (the Magi being plural), without talking about the biology. So I want to talk about the father of neuroscience. He was not just a scientist, he was also a very well-known artist, his work is still being displayed in museums all across the world, exhibitions are everywhere, he's a headliner in the New York Times Style section. He died in 1906. The father of neuroscience: his name is Santiago Ramón y Cajal. And he produced the first clear evidence that the brain is composed of individual cells. These are called neurons. He discovered the neuron. He also discovered that these individual cells are fundamentally the same as those that make up the rest of the living world. No divide between internal and external.

[19:44]

He believed that neurons served as storage units for mental impressions, such as thoughts and sensations, which combine to form our experience of being alive. He wrote in his journal: "To know the brain is equivalent to ascertaining the material course of thought and will." Will is that which turns thought into energy, that's Yogananda's definition of will. Will is that which turns thought into energy. We use the term, instead of "memories," we talk about things as "energetic imprints"; instead of "lifetimes," they're an energetic imprint. So if you're new to the term, I just want to introduce it right here, because we're going to use it. The wall of fire is made up of energetic imprints, paths you did take and didn't take, lifetimes and unlifetimes, every potential, possibility, probability and passageway, all your energy. The wall of fire is all your energy; it is made up of energetic imprints.

[21:00]

Mr. Ramón y Cajal said the highest ideal for a biologist is to clarify the enigma of self. I read this after I recorded our fifth light body session video, called "Living the Enigma," so I really loved to read this. I love when the synapses go, it's like little bubbles flying up in the air. He said the highest ideal for a biologist is to clarify the enigma of self. In the structure of neurons, these individual cells in the biological brain, in the structure of neurons, he thought he had found the home of consciousness itself. The credit here: this is from a book that was just published, called The Brain in Search of Itself, written by Benjamin Ehrlich, a German guy, and it is available on Amazon and other places.

NEURONS AS SOVEREIGN CELLS: ENERGETIC IMPRINTS

[22:13]

So this is one of Cajal's drawings that are on display, I got this from the Cornell University website; his artwork is traveling. He was a scientist and an artist. This is a drawing of neural networks in the brain that he observed under a microscope. It looks an awful lot like the Banyan tree. So this lovely father of neuroscience said that neurons, these individual cells, we can almost think of them as sovereign cells, these individual neurons, or these energetic imprints, these individual cells, to me they each can contain an energetic imprint. That's how I can access all my lifetimes; that's how I can access all potentials, possibilities, probabilities and passageways while being in physical form.

[23:14]

He said neurons were "mysterious butterflies of the soul, whose beating of wings may one day reveal to us the secrets of the mind." And he also wrote, which I thought was interesting, because I know a lot of artists, a lot of people here are painters, "Only true artists are attracted to science." I just love that. So this is where he was really revolutionary, the father of neuroscience, our buddy Santiago felt nerve cells ended freely, and that they were distinct individuals; each nerve cell, each neuron, was a distinct individual.

[24:00]

He said the cerebral cortex, which is the makeup of this whole thing, was impenetrable and wild. He called it a "terrifying jungle." But he said, by force of will, which we'll just say is consciousness, by becoming aware. "Will" and "force" have become like bad words, but we use them all the time in the back end; Morya, use them a lot. Through will, and I want to say through Divine will, because if you're doing this through human will, you're just trying to get all your neurons to reinforce an identity. So we have to go beyond identity; that's the caveat. None of this will work or make sense if you're still clinging on to an identity.

[24:51]

So by force of will, will, that which turns thought into energy, Cajal believed human beings can transform the tangled jungle of nerve cells into an orderly and delightful garden. Yogananda would say this is the science of God self-realization; this is the purpose of meditation; this is the purpose of kriya yoga: to take this terrifying jungle, absolute chaos, the mind's closed-loop system, the mind repeating thoughts, grabbing on, feeding emotions that keep you stuck in the muck, all the suffering of being human, the crystal prison of the mind. He thought, in the late 1800s, through his studies and his art, this terrifying jungle, this tangled jungle of nerve cells, can turn into an orderly and delightful garden, actually compared to the Saint Germain gardens in, I think, Paris, where it's so organized and beautiful.

NEUROPLASTICITY: OPEN THE BOX

[26:01]

He also, at the end, introduces the idea of neuroplasticity, that it's starting to reach, almost reaching, full acceptance in the scientific community that new neurons can be produced, that neural pathways can change. This is like the Open the Box video that we did in the January or February satsang, can't remember, you'll have to go back and check. So we're going from a closed-loop system, where things just keep repeating themselves, the ball stuck in the box, to opening the box, the ball pops out. And this is neuroplasticity: the ability of neural networks in the brain to change through growth and reorganization, from closed-loop to open-loop system, the development of new neural networks that aren't in either/or but are in the "and." Individual neuron pathways making new connections, so one energetic imprint here, in its individualized cell, making a connection in communion with another energetic imprint here, which creates a whole new reality for you to experience. For example, Kuthumi keeps saying "open the box." Anytime you see a word that's written with the spaces in between it, it's Kuthumi: beyond the Atlantean dream, open the box.

SYNAPSES: THE AHA MOMENT

[27:38]

So, continuing with the father of neuroscience, it is beautiful artwork. His theory set out to describe how information flowed through the brain. Neurons were individual vents or units or items that communicated to one another directionally, sending information from long appendages called axons, these are like the tree; I don't have my pointer, but it's like the tree, these are the axons, to the branch-like dendrites, over the gaps between them. Because of technological limitations, he couldn't see the gaps in his microscope, but he called them synapses. Synapses would be this beige area in between all the tree branches and the leaves and all that stuff. He said that if we think, learn and form memories, we call them energetic imprints in the brain, then that itty-bitty space between all this, the beige part, was most likely the location where we do it.

[28:54]

So this challenged the belief at the time that information was diffused in all directions over a mesh of neurons. Instead of everything moving through this mesh, an individual cell lights up, you've all had that aha moment; that's a neuron in your mind lighting up, saying, "Oh, I know this, I know that I know." When you say "I am that I am," this whole cerebral cortex in the back is going, "Okay, I am that I am, I know that I know," and it sends signals out to the entire body. Thank you, neurons, individualized cells, each one sovereign. Individualized sovereign cells.

BABAJI IN THE SEMI TRUCK: THE WAVE FUNCTION NOT COLLAPSING

[29:51]

So I'm going to give you some personal anecdotes. I'm going to start with Babaji in the semi truck, go through the examples, and then I'll come back and do Ollie in the hot pan. So this is the closest copyright-free image of Babaji that I can find. It's not exact, but I don't see him as old or wise even, he's just young and vibrant. So I was driving back from Mexico. Things had been happening leading up to this, I just kept seeing more and more cracks in the time-space continuum. I see them as little sparks, little, they're like little stars, it's like seeing a falling star, you catch it out of the corner of your eye, and you go, another falling star, little cracks in the time-space continuum.

[30:42]

So in Mexico I was on a two-lane road: one lane of traffic going, let's say, north, one lane of traffic coming towards me going south. The way Mexicans drive, that turns into a four-lane highway even though there's only two lanes. So if there's a car going here and it's going really slow, I'm gonna pass it. I put my blinker on, I veer into the oncoming traffic and go around it, normal for Mexican driving. Sometimes what happens is, I'm going this way and this person's going this way, and someone tries to pass here and I try to pass here, so we're using the same space to pass. I'm normally really, really good at it. But on this particular day, I'm going around a truck, a huge semi truck carrying barnyard animals and vegetables and everything else; I'm on farm roads, I go the back way, I like to go back in time and look at all the farmland, and I see this truck coming, going around another car, and I'm coming here, so we're gonna collide.

[31:56]

And then I see the lovely mahavatar Babaji, who I talk to a lot, I don't talk a lot about him here, but it's part of where my experience comes from. He shows up, his face is there, just similar to what you see here. And it's like, I'm in the hovering mode of the four P's, potentials, possibilities, probabilities and passageways, but I don't make a decision. I'm going to tell you how, and why, and the science behind it.

THE GRAND BIOCENTRIC DESIGN: WAVE FUNCTION COLLAPSE

[32:43]

So, just so I'm going over everything I can possibly go over to tell you where it all comes from, this is a compilation, this is many months of doing; I'm a mad scientist, I have notes and papers everywhere. This comes from one of my favorite books, The Grand Biocentric Design: How Life Creates Reality. This guy, Robert Lanza, MD, was one of the most influential people in Time Magazine in the year 2014. He is a leading researcher on stem cell research, like, instead of getting a knee replacement, you would get stem cells inserted into your kneecap and it would regrow itself, so you wouldn't have to have a major surgery. Sounds good to me, should I ever need a knee replacement.

[33:39]

So, wave function collapse. Adamus talks about particles and waves, he's talked about it a lot, for those of you who come from Crimson Circle. We're really trying to move beyond our Crimson Circle background, it's always going to be there, we're always going to honor it, we're always going to appreciate it, but it's really finding my own space and sharing with you that way. For now, I'm just going to keep pulling that back in; that's why I do that. So there's a qualia reference point, there's a neural network that goes, "Okay, wave and particle, wave and particle, got it." So wave function collapse, I'm going to explain this to you in terms. I gave you a physical example, Babaji in the semi truck.

[34:29]

So the wave function is like, imagine all the multiple outcomes of this experience; there are so many possibilities. I get hit and I'm uninjured but my car is totaled. I get hit but I'm super injured, I have to go to the hospital, my car is totaled. The driver in the other car, he's in varying degrees of whatever. The animals in the truck, all of these different possibilities, probabilities, potentials, passageways, the choice, all of it. So the multiple outcomes hang in the air until a wave function collapse. Now, a function, this is literally a mathematical equation of all the different possibilities, like if you were playing poker, how many different card options are there. So it's literally a mathematical equation. But eventually the wave function, which is all the P's hanging in the air, will collapse, to produce a single perceived outcome, the end result. That's when the wave function collapses.

WHAT PULLS THE TRIGGER: THE OBSERVER

[35:46]

Scientists have been trying to figure out why the wave function collapses, why do things happen, what exactly pulls the trigger in a wave function collapse? The common idea right now is that the collapse is triggered by the perception of the observer, of one thing or another. I mean, if you're going to go into manifestation world, the Law of Attraction, The Secret, you manifest your reality, someone who's like, "Everything in my life always sucks, blah blah blah," they're gonna get in the wreck so they can continue to complain about it, because they actually really enjoy it. This is Law of Attraction stuff. And if they're a super-positive person and they're just really, really lucky all the time, then they'll make it out okay and they'll call their friends and say, "Yeah, I used the Law of Attraction and I made it out."

[36:46]

So here I am in this space, I'm watching this all unfold. So it's going quantum, but everything slows down, and Babaji's there just smiling, and I'm smiling back at Babaji going, "What?" But I don't have a desired outcome, I don't have an agenda. And I know some of you are going, "Yeah, right." No, because it's just not possible, because I don't have an identity to reinforce. It's very hard to explain until it happens to you, but I'm asking you to just take my word for it, please. So I can't go in there to go, "Oh, I want to do this," and then, you know. So everything just hangs in the air. I literally see, literally, not in my mind, I literally see a crack in the time-space continuum, and I shoot out the other side. And it's like, "Okay, that was interesting." But I was just looking at Babaji, I wasn't readjusting the steering wheel. I didn't even, I think maybe I did like slow down, but, oh, the wave function did not collapse, is what I'm telling you.

[38:00]

For anybody else, it's like, if you're in a relationship, does it work, does it not work out, you're just stressed over all the potentials of everything; eventually the wave function collapses and produces a single perceived outcome: "we broke up." If I go back to the experience of Babaji in the semi truck, in some ways part of me did die, and we went out of existence, and then we met a space where we're back in existence. This is truly living a Magi experience. When people say, "Aren't you really scared to drive through Mexico?" it's like, no, I'm not.

OLLIE: DEATH IS AN ILLUSION, THE INTEGRATED EMOTIONAL BODY

[38:43]

My baby dog, my professor Ollie, died this week, and I keep getting these calls, "Okay, how are you doing?" And it's like, there's no part of me that would allow myself, I mean, I'm allowing, to go into a place where I would hit grief and suffering. It's bizarre. There's a little tiny portion of my humanity that says, "Oh my God, we need to grieve this really hard, in proportion to how much we loved him," and I've shed a few tears. And Ollie, immediately when he left the body, he immediately started showing me what he was doing outside of the body, because death is an illusion. So it's really hard to explain, it makes me seem like a cold-hearted bitch, but I don't have, the emotional body also impacts this wave function collapse. If we have really high-swinging emotions, I don't, my emotional body has integrated. I cried sensual tears when Ollie left physical form, but I don't think people can truly understand that you don't grieve something.

[39:51]

The last public video I shared, I said the roof could cave in and I would just deal with what's in my immediacy. It wouldn't be like, "the roof caved in and I did something wrong." Nothing is personal. It's very hard to, everything is yours, but nothing is personal; no one did something to you. Ollie left his body in a beautiful way, and there's not one piece of me that can go into any kind of despair about that. I've given myself permission to do that, I've waited for it, I have moments where I cry, but then it's light, and I'm having a full-on conversation with the professor, by the way; he's doing the second video here, believe it or not. So the wave function collapse, none of this is going to apply if you haven't integrated your mental body. I'm not talking about your biological brain, but your mental body that's been dragging you around and creating emotions and the storylines: "I can't feel anything, I have no passion." Until you get past that, and until this personality of the designated ascending lifetime flakes off, none of this is gonna happen. This is not something you come out to meet, it's what slides in the back door, through your personal experience.

[41:28]

So what pulls the trigger in a wave function collapse, where we're going from all the P's to the function collapse? It makes the entire ensemble work together to produce a single perceived outcome, you see the outcome and I see the outcome. But if you hang out in the P's, there's no single perceived outcome; you're in the "and." So what exactly pulls the trigger in a wave function? It's triggered by the perception. What has Kuthumi been telling us? Back away from the need to perceive, back away from the need to perceive of one thing or another. This is "me." The P's hang in the air until perceptions from a "me," or self-consciousness, produce a single outcome. The collapse into a single experience depends on how the brain processes information.

[42:29]

So if you think the mind is an Atlantean-designed prison trap, you're going to produce a single perceived outcome. If you're in your sovereign mind and biological autonomy, you're not reduced down to an insulting singular perceived outcome, because you have backed away from the need to perceive, you went so far beyond the mind that it stretched and snapped into its sovereign place.

WAVE-PARTICLE DUALITY: UNCLE ALBERT

[43:04]

Wave-particle duality. In science, things are either a wave function or a particle, you have two options. So this is just to explain the paradox of life through our friend Uncle Albert. You don't know who Uncle Albert is? He's Einstein. Uncle Albert Einstein. So our dear Uncle Albert Einstein said, "It seems as though we must use, sometimes one theory", the wave function theory, "while at other times we may use the particle," the singular outcome. "We are faced with a new kind of difficulty: we have two contradictory pictures." All the possibilities is one. A scientist would get on here and argue with me and tell me I'm not explaining it right, but I'm explaining it to you in a way that will resonate with your individualized, energetic-imprint neurons and neural networks.

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So Uncle Albert says, "We have two contradictory pictures of reality; separately, neither of them fully explains the phenomena of light", which is how we're perceiving this relativity, how we perceive Earth and nature and other people, "but together, they do." So we talked about waves, waves are the study of motion. For example, a gravitational wave made that pin drop, gravity. Or how neurons communicate is through a chemical or an electric communication from one cell to another cell.

HOW NEURONS COMMUNICATE: EXERCISE AND NEUROPLASTICITY

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They're not just communicating neurons-between-neurons, they're also communicating out to your muscles. So if you work out, it's good for your mental health, like not having dementia later in life, because it's keeping the brain active in ways it wouldn't be if you just lived a sedentary life. There are all these studies that show dance helps the neuroplasticity, for me not having all the studies printed out right here. A particle is a measurable, observable matter, physicality. For example, you look in your microscope and you can see an electron, or a proton, or a neutron, which are subatomic particles that make up an atom. So there's an atomic particle, there's a subatomic particle, I'm just trying to give you some examples. Do you need to get all this? No. But Einstein is just saying there's a paradox: a seemingly dualistic experience, that if you look at one or the other, a singular matter, or a wave function (the motion and possibilities, the probabilities, all of it combined in the very fluid function, a math equation), then you could begin to make sense of this reality through the paradox.

BIOCENTRISM: LIFE CREATES REALITY

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So, biocentrism is the concept that life creates reality, not the other way around. Lets go to the second bullet point for those of you who are visual. Even the people who created the framework of biocentrism know that "matter" is a real illusion, that's why they even put "matter" in quotes, because this physical matter wouldn't exist without the observer, without the human being observing it, and actually without animals observing it and the mineral kingdom observing it. We'll get into that in the second video. So biocentrism is like going from "the world is flat" to understanding the world is round; "all planets revolve around Earth" to "all planets revolve around the sun," heliocentric galaxy. So we're going through a revolution here, Kuthumi and I spend a lot of time in this. It's like another Renaissance in science and art and understanding of how energy responds to consciousness. These people understand that matter is energy.

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This is why you're here on Earth. These scientists incarnated on Earth to come at this beautiful, experiential time of science catching up to consciousness. Shaumbra are not the only people radiating their light, get out of that closet, like Yogananda said. If you were living in this one room all your life, having no contact with what's beyond the walls, you would say this is your whole world. So it's like, time for Shaumbra to step out of the box, or whatever spiritual thing you came from. You start to realize that science is catching up with consciousness; these people incarnated on Earth to add their consciousness to these massive developments. New books are coming out, this just came out in paperback in November, the father-of-neuroscience book just came out this month. Everything's starting to go in that direction. This has huge implications for artificial intelligence as well, but I won't do that on this one.

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Biocentrism, for example, realizes that Earth, before it had any life on it, only existed in a probability state. Life creates reality, and not the other way around. Most people, if you read a textbook, there's a universe that was created by a big bang, and time and space exist in this universe already, and then you have one little lifetime for a short while on it and then you leave, and the universe exists independent of you, time and space exist independent of you. Biocentrists know that time and space don't exist unless there's an observer, unless there's life to observe the passage of time and the physicality of space. And not only do they know what we know, they have developed experiments to prove it, and they've made it into mainstream media. This is a popular book, it's not meta-science. This guy is not going to sell you a crystal or take you on a retreat with those annoying music-bowl things. This guy is in a laboratory; he's not giving a yoga retreat with meta-science. This is legitimate stuff, you don't get a free crystal at the end of the week. Actual science is catching up, and even going forward, getting past, really understanding that this biological form can truly begin to comprehend consciousness, and we don't have to bypass the mind.

THE OBSERVER IS CONSCIOUSNESS: DIVINE WILL

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So the other bullet point here was: the behavior of subatomic particles are linked to the pretense of an observer. So energy responds to consciousness. They're talking about "the observer" likely from this singular human experience, I think this scientist knows that this is not a singular human experience, but he writes the book that way. So in our case here, for our intents and purposes, the observer is consciousness. You move from energy thinking it's in charge of things, human free will, to the Divine will. And as the observer views energy, matter, particles, all of it, in response to the consciousness, without the consciousness, none of it really exists. Time doesn't exist, space doesn't exist, particles don't exist, matter doesn't exist. This guy knows that, and he's not wearing crystals around his neck, I promise you.

CREATIVE NEUTRALITY: THE HOT PAN STORY

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So, in all, Professor Sarah and Kuthumi here, we're talking about backing away from the need to perceive is essential for creative neutrality. Creative neutrality is, the wave function doesn't collapse, you just exist in the P's without producing a single perceived outcome, unless you consciously, through Divine will, create the singular perceived outcome. I think it'd be very rare that you would want to do that, and you'd need someone else to come and perceive your single outcome.

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Hanging out in the P's, personal anecdotes. The other moment I had, as this time-space-continuum, little-shooting-star experience began to happen, is: I was in the middle of cooking dinner like a mad scientist, I had like six pots going, and I had my dogs laying on the floor on my feet while I was cooking, and I had a hot top fly off. It was flying in the air, and it was similar, all the P's were hanging, and eventually I knew the gravitational wave, the motion of gravity, was going to make the hot pot land. So I'm literally watching it all, and I'm not thinking, "Oh, I gotta do..." I know. I did have a "oh, no" that I can't get to in time, it's just going to land. And it's piping hot, the reason I dropped it is because I do this a lot, I touched it without a pot holder, because I don't have the program anymore where it's like "don't touch that, it's hot." I need to reprogram that back in. I got rid of so much programming, I don't have the "don't touch that, it's hot." But I could see it all happening, and eventually the pan landed on the dog, but not heavy, and it didn't burn him even though it was scalding hot, and everything was fine.

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Moving through the time-space continuum fluidity, can I teach you how to do this? No. I'm just telling you it's happening, it's possible. It's possible to live like this all the time, not just have one little moment that you tell everybody over and over again and use to hang on to your knowingness. No, the Magi lives like this.

CREATIVE NEUTRALITY DEFINED (KUTHUMI)

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Backing away from the need to perceive, which is the Era of the Magus, channel number six, is essential for this creative neutrality. Now, I had Kuthumi define creative neutrality, and it's quite bizarre, but he said this is what it is. So, I had an English teacher for a mother, so my vocabulary in English is very, very large. I realize not all of you have English as a first language, nor do you know giant English words, so first of all I'm going to define these things. "Superfluous" is like extra information, too much information, almost; "extraneous" is like unrelated information, you know when someone starts telling you a story and they have a bunch of extraneous details that are not related to the story, and you're like, "get to the point"? So it's really interesting that he would add these words. Kuthumi says creative neutrality is "the seemingly superfluous or extraneous, non-substance substance", good luck with that, "creating options never before considered in the relative-reality creational experience."

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So we're going to go back, we're really in Newton and Einstein and all the other beautiful, superconscious scientists that have led the way to help light up consciousness on planet Earth, where it's like seemingly unrelated information, energetic imprints and the individualized neuron cells that are seemingly unrelated to an event, light up, creating options never before considered. So this is really like a deeper, fizzy, synapse-firing, "inducing" experience of either/or to "and." Adamus is saying don't make a decision for six months, so you can really see how creational neutrality works. That doesn't mean there won't be an impetus to act, it's just the action comes in a very neutral way, without, I can't stress it enough, without the emotional garbage. God, if Ollie had died one year into my realization, I would have been like, I can't say it, it would have been all about me, "I can't stay on Earth, I lost my best friend, this is happening to me." But without the emotional baggage, you can actually experience grief fully, you can experience love fully, without the emotional garbage created by these closed-loop-system thoughts. "Good dog-mom will grieve her dog for exactly one year and feel really shitty about everything." No. I can experience his death as beautiful, and it be real, I'm not faking it to you guys.

THE CAUSAL BODIES: MENTAL & EMOTIONAL

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If I had to leave a partner now, I would literally just pack my suitcase and take off. But after realization, my partner broke up I was in that mental and emotional, heavy garbage, you can't see, you're not in a creative neutrality if you're in identity, emotional body, mental body. The emotional body and the mental body are causal bodies, c-a-u-s-a-l, causal bodies. They're not in the biology, but they're like these overlays of the biology. So when you get real clear and sovereign, and your mind is an open-loop system, and the neural networks have redesigned themselves, and you've got your biology that's integrating into the free energy body, creating the new human species which we talk about in depth in the light body sessions, but these causal bodies also have to integrate somewhere along the way, and they're just kind of an overlay.

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If you talk to people, like my dad is in the near-earth realms, and he's in the astral realms, it has a different, distinct layer of feeling. They still have food there, but it's not the kind of food we eat here; they still have music, they have things related to Earth, but it's happening in a different way; they have a form, but it's not a biological, skin-flesh form. So the way I feel into the mental and emotional bodies is, they have a similar quality, where they're kind of in the physical world but they don't have matter, but they still affect the matter. Like when I was grieving my dad's death, I had physical symptoms, my liver started to shut down. So all of these things are impacted. This only happens when you get clear, through allowing and, allowing and, and the mental body, emotional body, causal bodies integrate, and your identity has been chipped to bits.

THE VALLEY OF ALONE: THE RIVER OF SADNESS

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You cross the valley of alone and you swam to the river of sadness, and now you're here. I used to say, like, after I swim through the river of sadness, I'd find myself back on the shores of sadness, and then I'd be back in the river of sadness, and then I'd be back on the shore. And even with the most dramatic thing that could ever possibly happen not being a trauma, the loss of my beautiful dog, who is so sweet and also will be helping me write the second video here, it's no longer a temptation to jump in the river of sadness, or back into the valley of alone. You realize you're not entitled to anything, and that you're not in charge of anything. And instead of that being like, it's like "whatever will be, will be," okay? Whatever will be, will be.

THE IMMINENT INTELLIGENCE: THE UNDEFINED YOU

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But there's this, there's an imminent intelligence, imminences, Divinity exuding Divinity, there's an imminent intelligence that has a passion for "I am that I am," and expressing that experience and expression. The undefined you in a defined reality, but the reality is you. Each of these individualized cells, these neurons, these energetic imprints, it's the whole wall of fire in your brain, and instead of that being chaos and torture, it's creational and free. We don't have to put it in a category, we don't have to reinforce an identity. Reinforcing an identity is the wave function collapse into a single perceived outcome. Wisdomize the single perceived outcome, experience a single outcome, wisdomize it, experience a single outcome, wisdomize it, use it to reinforce your identity: "I was an idiot, and now I'm wise." This is why you're here, to bring magic back to the world.

NON-DUALITY: CREATIVE NEUTRALITY AS THE INVISIBLE GLUE

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So, non-duality. I know most of you aren't into that. Non-dual awareness is being aware of both outside and inside your body, me self, simultaneously. What Kuthumi and I want to do is talk about creative neutrality is the invisible glue that holds it all together. When you realize you're driving a car that's not really made of matter, it's made of "matter," real illusion, everything is so loosely held together by this invisible glue. It's held together by the neurons that are perceiving it, both through thought, because thought ends up being a very useful tool here, and sensuality. It's all made up in the kaleidoscopic experience, where it's not like "thought bad, sensuality good." "I am caveman Shaumbra, thought bad, sensuality good." You know, "car wreck bad, avoiding car wreck I'm a master." Those things are all lovely, we need to do those things, we need to have those steps. Where we're really getting in the Magi experience is really beginning to find the flow and the freedom of being the undefined you in the undefined reality.

THE WORLD BEYOND YOU: ANIMALS, THE OCEAN, THE ENVIRONMENT

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This has major implications for the environment. You guys want to sit on a bench and radiate your light into a vortex of power, but you'll do more good looking into your inner Putin, where are the places where there's still violence or aggression in the corners of your consciousness? That rewrites the world. The way animals view the world through their biological body creates life, it creates potentials, possibilities, probabilities and passageways for the earth, the environment to heal itself. The ocean takes in 25 percent of carbon dioxide on this planet; it's not just trees who take the carbon dioxide and turn it into oxygen, the ocean does as well. The ocean's feeling into itself through the eyes of its marine life, turtles, dolphins, whatever else, to see, can it take in more of these greenhouse gases and produce more oxygen. Life begets life. So it's not just about you anymore. You really have gone beyond the "me" patterns and to have this experience; it's essential. How do you do all that? You allow. You stop with the distractions, you stop with the selfies, you stop watching so much fucking TV. You sit with yourself, you do the self-inquiry, and you tap into the future-now self. You put yourself in life to experience it flowing through you, unfiltered.

CLOSING: WHAT'S NEXT: ANIMAL CONSCIOUSNESS

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All right, so that concludes our presentation today. This is my second run-through; the first one was a little rough. Thank you to the four beings on the call today for sitting through it. Just to give you an idea of some of the stuff we're going to be doing: we're going to talk about relative reality and animal consciousness, how, I'm not saying animals are soul'd beings, let's not get into that debate, how animals perceive their surroundings has an impact on the biodiversity and health of the planet. It's fascinating science. I always knew Ollie was always observing, observing, observing everything all the time; he would just sit in a meditative state. I mean, he would lay in a river like this for hours, always just observing, and I wondered what he was doing. And there are all these scientific things that show this, the Grand Biocentric Design is not just for human biology. And beyond all this, I'll tell you, having a sovereign mind, and it working, and experiencing each energetic imprint and lifetime in the neurons, it's all in there, and to have this biology work, is so Atlantean-dream-and-beyond, I can't stress it enough.

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So, just to give you a teaser for some of the stuff we're doing next, this is from this book. It says: "Once we began to take a look at animal consciousness, we find ourselves in our own almost-endless exploration of strange new worlds." Remember, reality exists relative, that's how we get the term "relative reality", reality exists relative to a particular observer. "Animal consciousness, like human consciousness, involves the collapse of the wave function", and the unique physiological setups of other animals allow their choices is what collapses the wave function; sometimes we use it, other times something else happens, the life of the Magi. "And the unique physiological setups of other animals allow their choices and wave function collapses to unfold along pathways that diverge from ours in wonderfully creative and useful ways. For example, a dog experiences most of its sensuality through its sense of smell."

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I'm going to go over it like 10 more times, but I'm not going to do that. Feel into creative neutrality. Backing away from the need to perceive is essential for creative neutrality. Neutral is not boring; neutral is where the passion comes in. Neutral is not a third category, positive, negative, neutral; good, bad, "I don't care", no. Neutrality encompasses all, all P's. And creative neutrality is the permeable membrane through which your Christ consciousness can shine through, your Divine intelligence, your imminent intelligence. And clearing all this stuff up, by going beyond it, allowing, allowing, allowing, stretch and snap back into place or some people get there through meditation, I doubt that's how you got there. Clearing all this up, we can really be the creators in our creation.

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We go from the terrifying jungle to an orderly and, and I'm talking about new-energy-orderly, and delightful garden. And for those of you who really feel into that third-to-last Atlantean lifetime, or feel into the one where you participated in the headbands and put them on, those of us who were in the back end of development, I've talked to a lot of people, this is happening simultaneously, there's an energetic imprint in your mind of that lifetime. In this design, they left potentials, possibilities, probabilities and passageways for the sovereign mind. So you didn't do so bad after all. I am Love with you. Nama-stay on Earth. We are Sarah and Kuthumi, and this is our Magi magic event: an undefined you in an undefined reality.